Testimony regarding Blasphemous thoughts against the Holy Spirit

[zachariahjosephturner]

Zachariah, let go of your guilt. Those thoughts are not from you, your life is hid in Christ with God

It's just so hard it went from intrusive thoughts too intrusive speech I'm addicted to these thoughts like a drug addict is addicted to his drug my chemicals in my body had become addicted I don't know how to feel normal anymore my body only knows how to feel miserable my body only knows blasphemy the thoughts I can even feel blasphemy I wish to God I would have never obsess over this garbage

 

[zachariahjosephturner]

Zachariah, let go of your guilt. Those thoughts are not from you, your life is hid in Christ with God

I’m sitting here right now consumed with hopelessness as I can feel through my whole body these blasphemous thoughts. They consume me 24/7 I feel the faults all through my body it makes me physically sick I’m sitting here about to lose my grip could this be an extreme case of OCD