Hi there. So I self diagnosed Asperger's a few months ago, and it's been a challenge since then. But, knowing that I have this condition kind of helps me to understand why I have been the way I've been my whole life. I am a young adult female and well, the triggers are shooting off like crazy these days. But God has been good, teaching me and guiding me since before I knew, and I can't thank him enough. It's just that, I don't really have someone to talk to about this. My parents don't understand, and it hurts that it seems like they don't want to. They've dismissed it the few times I tried to talk to them, and of course, as we know, that will definitely remove the desire to do so ever again. They're not bad parents, they are the best parents I could ask for and because of their love for me, I believe I turned out much better than I might have, if they didn't take care of me so well.
The struggling part is a symptom of Asperger's that I have, and it's a sexual thing. I can't even talk to them about normal symptoms, there is no way I could talk about this one. I'm just hoping that someone on here could relate to this struggle. I know everything I need to know, regarding God's word and what is expected of me as a believer, but when I have a meltdown, it's what I resort to, and I've pushed His voice away too many times. I'm sick of it and I know that it doesn't just hurt me, it hurts Him too. I'm asking for prayer as well as anyone who can relate. It would be really great to know I'm not alone in this. Thank you.
The struggling part is a symptom of Asperger's that I have, and it's a sexual thing. I can't even talk to them about normal symptoms, there is no way I could talk about this one. I'm just hoping that someone on here could relate to this struggle. I know everything I need to know, regarding God's word and what is expected of me as a believer, but when I have a meltdown, it's what I resort to, and I've pushed His voice away too many times. I'm sick of it and I know that it doesn't just hurt me, it hurts Him too. I'm asking for prayer as well as anyone who can relate. It would be really great to know I'm not alone in this. Thank you.