- Apr 24, 2010
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Me and my husband need prayers. We had a falling out yesterday over money. We talked it out and even though he probably forgot about it by now, I hate him for the hurtful things he said to me. I know I shouldn't feel this way about my own husband, but he has put me through so much since the beginning of our marriage that even when little things happen, like this argument, all those bad experiences and feelings come up.
I want children, but due to a variety of things, don't want any with him. We got married rather quickly and although I don't have many regrets in life, he is definitely one of them. We actually started trying for kids earlier this year since I felt pretty good about us and where we were going as a couple, but some things happened that caused the bullyng and narcissism behaviors again, and I just don't want any children of mine to experience what I have experienced. Am I being too harsh? I dunno, I'm just tired of hurting and needed to vent.
I need prayers that my stone heart will melt as well ....
I want children, but due to a variety of things, don't want any with him. We got married rather quickly and although I don't have many regrets in life, he is definitely one of them. We actually started trying for kids earlier this year since I felt pretty good about us and where we were going as a couple, but some things happened that caused the bullyng and narcissism behaviors again, and I just don't want any children of mine to experience what I have experienced. Am I being too harsh? I dunno, I'm just tired of hurting and needed to vent.
I need prayers that my stone heart will melt as well ....