- Dec 26, 2017
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- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Baptist
- Marital Status
- Married
Hi, I have been married for 18 years and have 3 children. My husband suffers with severe depression and anxiety. He goes through major ups and major downs. It is exhausting sometimes. I feel like I am never enough to make him happy. In the last 2 years, my mom died of brain cancer, my uncle (her only sibling) committed suicide and our home was destroyed (during a construction project) that displaced us for 7 months. I feel like Satan is attacking at every turn and I struggle to keep my head up and I feel like I’m doing it alone while trying to cheer him up... which never works. I know he loves me and needs me, but with the depression he is apathetic at best and normally short tempered and passive agressive. I am struggling to be mom and dad and wife as well as Granddaughter (as I am the only one left to care for my grandma) and do it all alone! My needs are getting !pushed to the side and I know I’m not dealing with my grief because there isn’t time or energy! I would love some advice/prayer/support! Thanks. I feel like I just need to express some of it and yet I dont have time to see a counselor!
