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I have been wondering where my anxiety comes from. I have heard from a pastor on a radio station while going for a drive one day, that anxiety/fear comes from sin, which somewhat hit home. I also heard from an online article that anxiety is caused by sin sometimes. When I worry if some things are sinful (music, tv, some fandoms etc), is this caused by sin? What exactly does my anxiety come from? Sin? Legalism? Or something else? Maybe even something I am not even aware of? I know anxiety is bad, even sinful, but why does it seem so hard to overcome at times? Fortunately, I have discovered a way to stop habitual sin—finding the root cause. But how do I find the root cause of my anxiety? What even is the root cause of my anxiety?
Another thing to mention— about what God likes. What I mean by this is, how do I find out what things God is pleased with and what He is not pleased with? Do I ask Him or does He do it on His own time? Last year when I got saved I don't remember really if I prayed to Him to show me things I needed to get rid of, (it's time to sprinkle some of my testimony on here!) but I do remember having a desire to stop liking a particular anime (it was Blue Exorcist), reading certain fanfiction (don't want this thread deleted, but I read inappropriate stuff), and looking at certain art on Deviantart (again, more inappropriate stuff), so was this God telling me which things He wanted me to stop doing? Does both prayer and His own time work? (Obviously yes, but is it normal that both are needed?)
Anyways, those who do like Blue Exorcist, I have no intention to accuse you of sin, I am just curious. Do you think liking this anime was a sin? For me, it was. I just want to hear your opinions. Why do you think watching this show isn't a sin for you personally? What is it that you like about this show? Also, what are your thoughts of me "getting away" from the show? (I don't want to get off topic here, so don't talk about this last paragraph too much, and don't focus on it a lot).
Well, that last bit was random. Also, do I sound less crazy than usual? I feel like my posts are more normal now. Am I also getting better? What do you guys think?
It feels good to post again. I love making these long informational posts like these. I'm glad I'm here, and that you're here, I hope this thread will be a joyful time to have conversations about this vital topic of Sanctification.
Another thing to mention— about what God likes. What I mean by this is, how do I find out what things God is pleased with and what He is not pleased with? Do I ask Him or does He do it on His own time? Last year when I got saved I don't remember really if I prayed to Him to show me things I needed to get rid of, (it's time to sprinkle some of my testimony on here!) but I do remember having a desire to stop liking a particular anime (it was Blue Exorcist), reading certain fanfiction (don't want this thread deleted, but I read inappropriate stuff), and looking at certain art on Deviantart (again, more inappropriate stuff), so was this God telling me which things He wanted me to stop doing? Does both prayer and His own time work? (Obviously yes, but is it normal that both are needed?)
Anyways, those who do like Blue Exorcist, I have no intention to accuse you of sin, I am just curious. Do you think liking this anime was a sin? For me, it was. I just want to hear your opinions. Why do you think watching this show isn't a sin for you personally? What is it that you like about this show? Also, what are your thoughts of me "getting away" from the show? (I don't want to get off topic here, so don't talk about this last paragraph too much, and don't focus on it a lot).
Well, that last bit was random. Also, do I sound less crazy than usual? I feel like my posts are more normal now. Am I also getting better? What do you guys think?
It feels good to post again. I love making these long informational posts like these. I'm glad I'm here, and that you're here, I hope this thread will be a joyful time to have conversations about this vital topic of Sanctification.