I'm so sad, so lonely.
Two years ago next Monday (20th) I lost the love of my life.
I long for companionship. But Mike's only been gone 2 years.
I feel very guilty for needing someone to be there for me. I loved Mike with all my heart. I still do. But no one has hugged me in 2 years. (My kids have autism, and do not like to be touched.)
What do I do? I'm overweight, out of shape, depressed, and do not believe in any intimacy before marriage. Who's going to want to be with me?
I'm fighting this, but right now, I'm barely holding my own. I thank God for His presence. It's the only thing keeping me going.
Two years ago next Monday (20th) I lost the love of my life.
I long for companionship. But Mike's only been gone 2 years.
I feel very guilty for needing someone to be there for me. I loved Mike with all my heart. I still do. But no one has hugged me in 2 years. (My kids have autism, and do not like to be touched.)
What do I do? I'm overweight, out of shape, depressed, and do not believe in any intimacy before marriage. Who's going to want to be with me?
I'm fighting this, but right now, I'm barely holding my own. I thank God for His presence. It's the only thing keeping me going.