I am obviously new here so I will tell you my story and why I think I'm here. I just left my husband of 6 years. I grew up going to a private Catholic school for grades K-8. My whole family is Catholic. I got marryoung, had 4 kids, divorced, remarried and now divorced again. Let me explain my (soon to be ex)husband. Love him to death but about 8 years ago he had a near death experience, saw God, now sees demons everywhere. After high school I kinda quit going to church but I always just assumed I believed in God. Now here he is last few years I can't listen to my rock music because he says it is evil, can't watch my paranormal shows (I love everything creepy. Always have). He burned my books. He started turning my phone and internet off because he could feel the evil coming through. He says he literally feels darkness. He gets on the roof with the water hose, blessed the water, then sprays the whole roof while talking in tongues. He says he's cleaning out the evil spirits that people have sent him. He feels demons touch him at night. He reads the bible over and over in every room for days cleansing the house. I could write a book. He gets on youtube, argues with other Christians saying they are going to hell. He says God literally have him the key of David. Ok so I never questioned God before he started this. Now I'm questioning everything. Like how are we supposed to follow a book that every one has a different view point of. I have no problem with religion. Any religion. Him trying to push me farther into religion pushes me away. He is now is anti vaxxer, anti doctor, anti church (because he thinks he knows better than the church), anti 5G, anti book, anti Disney anti everything. He destroyed two sim cards on my phone in the last two weeks. Because he says they are evil. I am now staying with my kids dad. We still get along ok. I don't blame god or religion, I feel like he is paranoid schizophrenic. He just has me questioning everything that has to do with religion now.
