Have you ever felt so alone and that you don't belong (anywhere) that you don't know what to do? That you know what is right and what you should be doing (on the GRAND scale - like daily Bible study and time with GOD) and honestly love Jesus with all your heart but still just can't seem to get things together? That your internal struggle that Paul talks about finds your flesh becoming stronger and your Spirit weaker?
I watched a movie once in which a man was given a drug that made him appear dead by all physical signs and yet he was alive and aware of everything that was happening to him. He was aware of his loved ones weeping over him (not that I have a parallel there) and he was aware when they put him in the coffin and buried him. He was aware yet helpless to do anything. He screamed and yelled in his mind but it did no good. Nobody heard him. And so, he died.
Has anyone else ever felt like that? Have you ever in despair wanted for God to just take you home?
I was just curious...
"I have strayed like a lost sheep. Seek your servant, for I have not forgotten your commands." Psalm 119:176
I watched a movie once in which a man was given a drug that made him appear dead by all physical signs and yet he was alive and aware of everything that was happening to him. He was aware of his loved ones weeping over him (not that I have a parallel there) and he was aware when they put him in the coffin and buried him. He was aware yet helpless to do anything. He screamed and yelled in his mind but it did no good. Nobody heard him. And so, he died.
Has anyone else ever felt like that? Have you ever in despair wanted for God to just take you home?
I was just curious...
"I have strayed like a lost sheep. Seek your servant, for I have not forgotten your commands." Psalm 119:176