IMOH, if this is real and I say
if...
Heavy, insecure girl hooks up with a guy out of her league
Girl is probably pretty desperate for attention cause she ignores what could be a pretty serious red flag (I.e possibly being turned into a woman suite a la Buffalo Bill).
Chicky now knows this guy isn’t on the up and up but gawd dangit he’s *soooooo cute and soooooo into me
I am sure he’ll change when we move into our castle together
Chicky spends the day bragging to her co workers how she found her forever... Her mysterious far eastern prince and how he will whisk her away to his oriental palace. They will be happily ever after and one day she will be the Empress of Tai-wan
Uh oh.... here is the real crux of the matter - Chicky got stood up...
Double uh oh.... now Chicky realizes she was just a bag and tag... there was never a forever.
It sounds like chicky is really judging herself... Let’s see, she gave it up to a guy she didn’t know probably telling herself that *this is may be sinful if someone else did it but it’s ok in this case because this would lead to my forever, I am sure Jesus would understand especially if we have a cute Christian family together... bonus points cause I will be helping this guy get his residency... I am such a good person*.
Then reality set in... she is no better than those “non Christian” girls (read pretty girls who are always having all the sex) whom she turns her nose up to...
So instead of reconciling the unpleasant possibility that her ‘purity’ is not as much about obedience to the Lord but more about a lack of opportunity, it’s much easier to lash out at a rando on the internet.
Chicky is probably the D.U.F.F. (Designated ugly fat friend) of the group. Friends probably weren’t too surprised that TWG(Tai-wan guy) hit it and quit it so chicky feels betrayed.
Hell hath no fury.... but... *I demand revenge but I don’t want to admit why I am
really upset*
What I really mean to say is : It is unfair that I got used by a guy out of my league! No one feels bad that I got taken advantage of !
Sound about right?