I seems like every one around me is better off than I am. every one in my family has a better job than me, kids, wife, I am in my 40's unmarried no kids which i would love to have and i have a crappie job . I have tried to improve my situation but doing online dating for years now but it hasn't worked out. I graduated college in 2015 and have since been trying to get a job with one of the oil refineries in my area but no job yet. sometimes i think my life turned out this way because i haven't been the best christian. Should i just give up trying to make my life better ?