I don't really know how I should work this, but I'm desperate for a girlfriend and I believe that God wants me to marry because of all the passion that I experience. However, I've just been going through bad luck in dating over and over again. I'm 25 and never been on a date, let alone been in a relationship and my friends, even those that are Christian, can't relate.
A year ago, I turned down an offer from Navy OCS because I knew that with a 6-year contract that I'll spend more miserable years single when I didn't want to be so I did the lesser-evil choice and didn't go to the Navy.
I don't feel worthy of praying for a relationship because I felt that I've done a lot of sin in the past, although part of me feels that God is calling me to marriage because I'm not what Jesus describes in Matthew 19:12, as in I'm not a eunuch or single by choice.
Would really appreciate social and spiritual guidance because it's been going on for years. The only thing I haven't fully accomplished was attain a six-pack abs and biceps that I believe help attract women, especially for a first date.
A year ago, I turned down an offer from Navy OCS because I knew that with a 6-year contract that I'll spend more miserable years single when I didn't want to be so I did the lesser-evil choice and didn't go to the Navy.
I don't feel worthy of praying for a relationship because I felt that I've done a lot of sin in the past, although part of me feels that God is calling me to marriage because I'm not what Jesus describes in Matthew 19:12, as in I'm not a eunuch or single by choice.
Would really appreciate social and spiritual guidance because it's been going on for years. The only thing I haven't fully accomplished was attain a six-pack abs and biceps that I believe help attract women, especially for a first date.