Hi everybody,
I like all of you guys and I appreciate it, but I am (and have been since my arrival) a weak atheist. I am also agnostic and could be considered a buddhist, although that's a fairly misleading thing to tell most people. That said, I need you to understand that I (hoping you aren't disapointed) am not in any way at this point swaying toward Christianity or another sort of theism. I know that you feel differently and I respect that, but at this point in my life I have a hard time considering it more than a possibility that is so remote I had might as well ignore it.
The other thing is that for all intents and purposes, I would not say that my stances about metaphysical things have changed since my arrival; at face value I would say that they don't exist in any sense that has relevance to us.
I appreciate it, but it is very important to me that it be clear that I was never and have never been a strong atheist nor was I virulent about spreading atheism. Well, actually, I was a strong atheist in this other sense that acknowledges agnosticism, but I still am a strong atheist in that sense of that word; the thing that has changed is my definition of strong and my definition of belief, and I would still say I believe it likely that God does not exist.
CF has changed me, though, and I think I tend to be more careful about what I assume and what I say, and it is also the reason that I realized I am technically a buddhist, though.
That said, you are very right that it is Seebs and Pastorfreud that inspired me to do this. I didn't understand their mindset, so I decided to create my own liberal variant of theism based on what I found logically consistent, trying to see what I do and do not find acceptable about the faith. I don't have any intention though of shifting over to this belief; rather, I was curious to see what I would believe if I were a liberal Christian like them and I wanted to go through some of their footsteps, so to speak.
Also, as per my post about the icon flip, something like 98% of atheists should be classifiable as agnostics also -- I am agnostic in the sense that I lack certitude. I did this because there were people who were making some bad arguments against atheism at the time based on us not being certain that God does not exist. I am an atheist and I am agnostic.
EDIT: I realized now that my icon is apparently atheist at the moment. I don't know when I changed it. But that's all cool as it's fitting.
I appreciate it and I may at some point write a post about my beliefs about the world, as I never really have quite told anyone, but as it stands I hope you guys do understand that I do not believe in metaphysical things that are interacting with us and that I do not think that I (as you understand me, this individual talking to you) will continue to exist after death. Nor do I think my beliefs will change. I don't want to let anyone down, but I hope you guys understand that I'm not going to convert.