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.Im sorry about your trigger; as you know, they will come and go. You are a strong and wonderful, capable young woman, and you know where you can come for support. We love you here, as I hope you know.
Imani., welcome here, and thank you for sharing your story. Its brave to make yourself vulnerable enough to share for the sake of venting as well as to help others. I hope that the stories of others here help you know that you are not alone. Your experience is personal and unique, but there are elements that resonate to me and others here. I cant speak for anyone in particular, and I wouldnt presume to, but there is a fundamental commonality, and I appreciate your sharing more than I can express in words.
I hear a lot of self-blaming in your story, so I hope you scan the posts of others here to know how often that happens, unfortunately. Indeed, its incredible and difficult to digest that those who are harmed are blamed. So, just know that its deceptive that somehow we must have let this happen, that somehow we are responsible in some way; indeed, it is an illusion imposed by others. . No one would cause it, or ask for it.
You are a strong survivor, and may you continue to carry your great strength with confidence. I wish you peace, and hope you find comfort that Jaymie is embraced by our Father. I have no doubt. How you feel, however, is far more important. As this is still fresh for you, please dont hesitate to come here for support. Healing takes time and patience that is incomparable to anything most people experience, but you will find yourself among so many here that will relate, myself included. Transcending isnt impossible, but it takes time, and however long that takes is unique for each of us. Go at your own pace; do what you must for yourself, all in your own time, and know that you never have to ask permission, ever; for anything, from anyone!
Peace to you, luv; may you feel comfort, healing, protection and safety.
Jenelis, may you and your daughter be lifted from pain of the past and have peace, and healing. INJC
Love and
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DD