Thanks so much,but this doesn't have so much to do with accepting
forgiveness for my sins as I really dont have a problem with that,but rather knowing who I am in Christ
and how much I am worth in his eyes. That I have a struggle with.
You are a dearly and greatly beloved child of the most high God...
What do you want to be...? What do you wish to be...?
I can only begin to answer if I describe to you how I have answered those questions for and about myself...
I am, or seek to be or am in the process of becoming "Love" that's what I want to be and what I seek and am aiming for in my life... I am (besides a dearly and greatly beloved child of the most high God) I am a "witness" and "representative" of God and Christ, and also a "servant" of them, AND my fellow man...
I can say, only because of God, that I am "good", and that I am in the process of and seeking to be "whole" and "complete", and I believe this will happen while I am in the process of becoming "Love"... I am meek, but not weak, humble, but not a walking carpet, kind, gentle, generous, gracious, humble, kind and merciful and very forgiving and very patient... I seek peace, harmony, and joy and seek to make these a part of myself as well... All, only, ONLY BECAUSE OF HIM, alone, cause that's who he wants me to be and how he see's me...
As I mentioned in my earlier post, try to know and understand the great, very great, "depths" and height's and length and breadth of his very, very great, high and deep and far and wide, intense great passionate, great "Love" for us...
That he loved us to death, literally, and the point of his dying, and what he wants, the "only thing he want's out of or for it, what he want's so desperately out of it, is for us to realize this great love he has for each and every one of us, of his... Oh, how he wants us to get that... and let it sink in way down deep in us...
If you can grasp this kind of love, it should clearly tell you and should make you greatly realize, by this kind of Love, your great, invaluable, priceless "worth" in his eyes... One good look at this and you should just of how much great value and "worth" you are...
The cost was very, very high for us, for you personally, my dear, but he gladly and with much joy over what he was gaining, namely, "us", and "you" personally, gladly and with great joy in his heart about gaining and getting us back from the enemy, gladly and with great joy, "paid it all" for every single one of us...
On another note, I've heard it helps some people to "insert" their own personal name into passages they read in scripture, like, "He died for our sins, or for us", to, "He died for my, sunshineforJesus's sins, and for "me" personally..." Some tell themselves, "If it was only just "me" only, he still would have done it for just "me", if it was only just me, he would have done it all for just me..."
Making scriptures personal could help a great deal...
Your worth more than Gold, more than precious diamonds, jewels, gems, or the most treasured jewelry or masterpieces... You are yourself, sunshineforJesus, a very unique priceless masterpiece in his eyes...
You are personally, a priceless work of art no one, no man can afford to buy, but only a God could/can and "did", that's your "worth" to him...
I hope some of this helps...
God Bless!