Think of the movie "the exorcism of Emily rose" for a minute. Watching that makes me think of my own situation in a way. I'm a firm believer in God. I don't really associate myself with any "main stream" religion bc I believe our own walk with. God is personal. So I've asked my god to heal my mind & heal me from severe depression,anxiety,& PTSD. I've been through alot in a short amount of time. anyway,none of the meds I've been given work so far. I've tried every non narcotic there is. My doctor explains gently I have chemical imbalances in my brain. Ok then. However,as a believer,I also know that the enemy,Satan Lucifer. Or whomever,can attack you at your weakness especially if your trying to live by the book. So my question is. ..why won't god hear my prayer & heal me from all this? Can't he control the imbalances in my head? Or do I need stronger meds? Is science or God I'm needing to rely on more? When does it stop being a medical problem & start becoming a spiritual one? No preacher or doctor can give me a straight answer. I wish I knew
I think you're framing the question incorrectly. It's not an either/or proposition between God and science. Virtually every Christian alive would take antibiotics to help become healed from a life threatening infection.
As others have already noted, I would also strongly encourage you to seek professional scientific help rather than trying to resolve everything by yourself. Chemical imbalances can be cured or at least controlled and well moderated with the *right* medicine for you. Different individuals can have very unique reactions to various drugs. If your doctor has already suggested to you that this could be an issue in your case, I'd follow his advice and seek some help. Sometimes finding the right drug for your condition can be a bit of a trial and error process simply because different individuals react differently to the same drug.
Reaching out to others "spiritually" is a good start, but most of us on this forum are not experts. Some expert help might be useful to you at this point in your life.
I would also point out that Jesus asked his father in the garden of Gethsemane if the burden before him might be lifted if that was his father's will, but Jesus was crucified the next day. I'm sure that God heard his prayers, but God had an important plan for Jesus. We don't always know why things happen to us as they do, but I firmly believe that God has a very important plan for each of us, even if we don't understand it at the time. IMO if you're going to focus 'spiritually' on anyone outside of yourself, let it be Christ and nothing but Christ. Fear only breeds fear, and Christ was all about love, not fear.
I'd really encourage you to stay positive, and seek some real scientific help on more than just a few cyber forums. Your doctor has some insights about you medically that are worth listening to, and acting on in terms of "science" and scientific help IMO.
You can seek help both spiritually and biologically at the same time. It's not an either/or proposition.
God bless.