I don't watch those programs. They give me a strange sense of foreboding. I believe Satan uses them to spark interest in the supernatural. Venturing into evil settings doesn't mean you'll be unscathed. Most people have no idea there's something near or attached. How would you unless the spirit produced physical phenomenon that defied explanation. That rarely happens early on. But over time it usually does.
I don't watch a whole lot of that kind of stuff any longer. Once in a while, if something strikes my interest I'll watch it. I like the shows that try to debunk stuff because every once in a while you can find gems in these that gives reasonable explanation for phenomena that other people think is "supernatural".
For example; those little balls of light that you'll see on camera in some of these shows that people think are spirits? They're not. They're balls of electromagnetic energy that's released by the earth's crust in places where there is seismic activity. I'd seen a documentary on this. Seismologists note that just before and just after earthquakes there's an increase in sightings of ghosts, fairies, angels, demons, aliens, jinn, my dead uncle Joe (what ever the prevailing cultural belief system is). That is a statistically measurable psychological phenomena that's a result of a natural event.
They wanted to test their hypothesis that these occurrences were the result of electromagnetic energy fields, so they solicited volunteers who were basically atheists who did not believe in the supernatural. They brought them into a room and put what looked like a motorcycle helmet on them that had electrodes attached to it like an EEG and talked them through the experiment. And yes, they felt scared, they felt the presences of something, they felt like they couldn't move and then they saw grayish looking humanoid forms. They could tell the experimenters to stop the experiment any time they wanted because they could still communicate with the people running the experiment. It was a very fascinating documentary.
So yes, this stuff is a real phenomena.
I actually encountered one of these light orbs in my living room at like 2 Am after i'd taken some Tylenol, shut off the lights and was headed back upstairs to bed. It "materialized" on the other side of the room. (I don't know if it came through the wall or not?) and came right at me. I moved my head and it went past my left ear. I felt the heat of the energy field, and the hair on the back of my neck stood up, but it didn't scare me because I knew what it was.
"Oh look, an electromagnetic energy ball" Wizzzzz..... "That was freaky!" LOL
Electromagnetic energy fields can do all sorts of weird things to people. If you pass through an electromagnetic energy field and depending on where it passes through your body, it could cause you to see things that aren't there. It may "zap" you. It may knock you out. If it's a large enough discharge it may injure you. It can drain batteries, shut car engines down, cause transformers to explode and all kinds of fun stuff. It operates a lot like lightning. And if you are in a vicinity where it has the chance to connect through you, it will do that because you have electrical impulses in your body.
Now houses have electromagnetic energy fields in them because of electrical wiring. And especially old houses if they have "knob and tube" wiring in them, those sources still may be "hot" if they have not been properly disconnected. A lot of contractors who work on old houses use the same sort of equipment as these "ghost hunters" (electromagnetic field detectors) to make sure when they shut the electric off; it's really off. Well most "hauntings" are in attics and basements because electrical charge runs on a circuit and the highest concentrations of electromagnetic energy are at the tops and bottoms of those circuits. (I.E attics and basements.)
Now some paranormal investigators know this stuff and if they are good at what they do; they know this stuff. The team on "Ghost Hunters" (now I don't know if the show is still on the air) knows some of this stuff.
Now if an electromagnetic energy field is of the right configuration to act as a magnet, it can cause things with certain metal properties to move on their own. This happened on an episode of "Ghost Hunters". They were in a reservist unit armory in Buffalo NY. And I know this place, I've driven past it many times.
What happened was the team was walking a catwalk that spanned the equipment floor where the reserve uint parked its trucks and stuff. There were a couple of soldiers, one of the paranormal investigators, the camera man was recording this and the sound guy was behind the soldiers and the investigator. The soldiers were telling the investigator the weird things that happen in the armory. The sound guy had a camera bag around his body and something in both hands. The camera caught this.
As they were walking, the camera bag swung up on its own and hit the guy in the head. He fell over backwards, having the wind knocked out of him. (He's lucky he didn't fall of the catwalk onto the equipment floor.) On his back was a red mark that looked sort of like the spider veins of a lightning bolt. I backed up the recording several times and watched it in slow motion. It was very clear this was not a planned thing. The sound guy didn't do this to himself and the team did not do this to him.
The most likely thing that happened is that he passed through an electromagnetic field with enough magnetic power in it to interact with the metal of the objects in the equipment bag and this is what made the equipment bag move.
Now some of the reason I would watch this stuff was to see if I could really figure out what was going on, because at that time I was still of the belief that because the canon of Scripture was closed; that God was not allowing Satan to break the supernatural. I did not believe God was breaking the supernatural barrier by sending angels in physical form, that people could see; knowing what they were. So naturally if God is not breaking the supernatural barrier; He's not going to allow Satan to either.
Where I stand on this one today - I'm not sure? I'm still trying to Bible study this one out. What I did see on one episode of "Ghost Hunters" though did make me reassess whether or not my hypothesis about God or Satan breaking the supernatural in our (post Scripture canon is now complete) era was true?
On tape they did catch partial manifestations of quasi humanoid forms. Now the people watching the camera at the time didn't see this. They "felt" something but did not see anything. One of the cameras wasn't even manned. It was just set up on a room recoding. These were not still cameras, this was video footage. It was only when they went back and looked at the camera footage did they see this. These forms only manifest from about half way down and they were dark transparent figures with legs running across the room or away from the camera.
The researchers tried to debunk this. Was this someone playing a trick on them? (They were spread out in an abandon asylum.) Yet they came to the conclusion that they could not debunk it.
Now granted, I'm giving them the benefit of the doubt that they are being honest with us and have not created this evidence themselves. I can't say for sure that I know that; but I'm giving them the benefit of the doubt.
Now where does this leave my hypotheses today? Even if I am correct and the supernatural barrier is not being broken and hasn't been from the point Scripture was completed; this still doesn't mean that Satan isn't going to attempt. And if we can actually catch something like this on a video recording device - maybe that tells us something about the "material" connection of angels and demons to this current world?
Is the way angels "materialized" in the past; by taking on an atomic structure around their being to be able to be seen and touched by us in the material world? It's sort of like us putting on a garment. They can dawn a physical form and un-manifest it; yet can also bear the ability to allow certain entities to see them and other's not. (Like Balaam's donkey. She saw the angel, but he didn't.) How does this work and how does it happen? I don't know if the Scripture gives us enough information to figure it out?
The other aspect of this that's caught my attention is where God talks about Satan "appearing" with "lying signs and wonders". Because that which would be a genuine manifestation is not permitted any longer - so thus what people see now is a "lying sign and wonder"? Now this could go for visions of Mary, or Rabbi whomever, Mohammad's twin brother, the 250th incarnation of Buddha (what ever it may be)? Any thing that is other than a psychological manifestation of a natural phenomena. Because the door to the supernatural is closed with the final revelation of Scripture - these are all now "lying signs and wonders".
That's my hypothesis - now I don't know if I'm right? It makes "the most" sense to me; but just because it makes sense to me, doesn't mean it's accurate! So, make what you may of my hypothesis; but that was my reason for watching those shows. Could I figure this out? Could I debunk it?
Mercy. I'm sorry to hear that. I believe it's doubly hard to be on the receiving end of something along those lines when it hails from a loved one. Given your description it sounds like a spirit of malice. It's extremely vile. You can feel the hatred oozing from the person.
It was several years after my mother died that I came to the conclusion that the only thing that explained why my mother was the way that she was, was because she was demon possessed. Now my mother had a lot of problems. She was an alcoholic and had an incestious relationship with her own brother well into her adult life. She was the imputes that brought a lot of sexual abuse and neglect into the family I grew up in. According to my father; my brother got his "permission" to abuse his sisters from mom. My dad was a tortured soul. He knew if he left mom, he'd never get custody of his daughters. (This was the 70's.) So yes, mom was pretty messed up and my own conclusion of her justification for this type of behavior was demonic possession; because it just was not logical, beyond the morality question. She had some pretty twisted thoughts about what was OK and what wasn't, although she could clearly tell you what was morally right and what was not. So, my mother has been dead 16 years. I leave it to Divine prerogative what God chose to do with mom in the end. I prayed for her for 15 years. She never repented, never came to believe of any manifestation that anyone could see. She was on a ventilator in a coma for the last 3 days of her life, so what happened in that span, I have no idea; but had not manifested any softening of heart before that.
Yes, the woman I went to this mediation with, today shows some serious signs of mental degeneration. I don't know if she has an alcohol problem or she's just getting dementia? She's more sandwiches short of a picnic than she was 30 years ago. Nice person, generous person; but all her "spirits" have left her really flaky.
It leaves you to question how people knowingly choose evil. It's one thing to be confused and another to embrace Lucifer as your BFF. What does that really say about their mind and heart to be at home with such? We know the answer in the sense of intellectually knowing but it is inconceivable nonetheless.
Yep, I hear ya. But you know the wrath of God is revealed from heaven and as much as they will never admit to you that they know condemnation is coming - they know! That's part of the deception. The deception is more on them than it is on anyone else. But that's the way it goes!
If it's necessary for you to make sense of the Holy Spirit will bring clarity in His timing. I was initially led to Job when I questioned my experiences. But in hindsight, that was less about the need to understand that suffering exists. He was providing an example of Job's heart in light of it all. He never blamed God. Nor did I. Why has hidden dangers as I'm sure you'd understand.
I don't think this chaplain meant anything mean by anything he said. If you meet someone for the first time in a hospital bed and they are blabbering half senates that can't string two coherent thoughts together - LOL. It's natural to wonder, are they hallucinating? Is it the head injury? I don't know this person, are they mentally ill? I don't think he was questioning the Holy Ghost. And I wasn't either. I credit God for what ever it was that happened in my brain that stopped the deterioration of my intellect. I could have remained incoherent after the accident and spent the rest of my life in a nursing home; but that didn't happen either. Praise God, my journey isn't over yet!
It's amazing how grace can shape a man's heart and mind. I would never perceive you were dealing with these things in your replies. This is faith personified.
My life has been very...... interesting to say the least. I have lots of stories I could tell you about God's sustaining grace. But this post is long enough! LOL