- Jul 31, 2019
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Im sorry i keep coming back to this but i cant imagine God will forgive me for this.
I had a few really bad thoughts about the holy spirit so I started to insult myself because I wanted to punish myself and I accidentally slipped up while speaking and said something really bad about the holy spirit o accident, a really insulting thing, out loud, if someone was next to me they would've heard it.
I feel like I've really crossed the line this time this time.
How can God forgive me when I said such things out loud.
I can't do this anyone, I started to do a little better the last few days because I was distracting myself with things like making art and talking to my friends but I felt like I was starting to stray away from God so i started to focus on God and then the bad thoughts happened again.
I don't know what to do anymore.
This is really bad.
I feel like this is worse than just thinking those bad thoughts.
Help.
All the other people with ocd just think those thoughts but I feel like I am the only one who said it out loud. How could I let this happen.
Has one else ever said something about the Holy spirit out loud and then found their way back to God? I need to know of it's not too late
I had a few really bad thoughts about the holy spirit so I started to insult myself because I wanted to punish myself and I accidentally slipped up while speaking and said something really bad about the holy spirit o accident, a really insulting thing, out loud, if someone was next to me they would've heard it.
I feel like I've really crossed the line this time this time.
How can God forgive me when I said such things out loud.
I can't do this anyone, I started to do a little better the last few days because I was distracting myself with things like making art and talking to my friends but I felt like I was starting to stray away from God so i started to focus on God and then the bad thoughts happened again.
I don't know what to do anymore.
This is really bad.
I feel like this is worse than just thinking those bad thoughts.
Help.
All the other people with ocd just think those thoughts but I feel like I am the only one who said it out loud. How could I let this happen.
Has one else ever said something about the Holy spirit out loud and then found their way back to God? I need to know of it's not too late
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