- Mar 27, 2017
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There was something else that happened to me when I was ritually abused. The woman Silver was a nurse and she used her medical equipment on me to hurt me. She frequently drew blood from me to horrify me, she also set up a IV on me to terrify me. She pretended to practice her job on me in her apartment. She was often at work but when she was at home it was horrifying. She left me locked in her room when she was at work. Silver also would feed me weight gain bars from the hospital she worked at. She often would say the Devil made her do what she did. She would read from her Satanist Bible that she had and then she would use medical tools to abuse me. She would also sexually abuse me with tools. She would say that she used to be a good person but that she was abused herself and that is why she would abuse me. She often would make cuts on my arm and leg with a knife. Sometimes she would hit me in the face and pull my hair. I feel Silver was very unwell mentally. I would cry and beg her to stop and she would tell me that when she begged for her abuser to stop they never stopped. I had not had these memories in a long time. They came to me today. I prayed to Jesus to soothe me from the memories and he showed me that he was with me and that she could not hurt me anymore.