- Jul 22, 2019
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- Married
My dad had 7 kids, but I kind of grew up in the same house with only one little brother. He loved reptiles. When my cousin and I played house, he wanted to join as long as he could be the family turtle. He wanted to visit Galapagos Island. He always wanted me to watch him play Zelda. Later, he told me he wanted to see the very desert in the state I happen to live in now. Go figure. When he bought his first truck, he wanted me to be impressed. The first time I visited home after I joined the military I bought him the latest game system and a new Zelda. He was so impressed.
As I was serving in military and then married into the military, I heard about his drinking habits. He stopped going to school. He got into drugs. He was accused of many things. He became a chronic liar and alcoholic. My mom and oldest brother began to fear his behavior. I delayed visiting home so he would not be around my kids. Ten years after I left home, he committed suicide in an angry drunken rage in front of our mom.
It is hard to grieve his life because of the path he took. I always try to remember him as he was when we were kiddos.
As I was serving in military and then married into the military, I heard about his drinking habits. He stopped going to school. He got into drugs. He was accused of many things. He became a chronic liar and alcoholic. My mom and oldest brother began to fear his behavior. I delayed visiting home so he would not be around my kids. Ten years after I left home, he committed suicide in an angry drunken rage in front of our mom.
It is hard to grieve his life because of the path he took. I always try to remember him as he was when we were kiddos.