- Nov 19, 2018
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I am a young christian teen in a suburban white public highschool. Recently I have been dealing with a lot of conflicts, being external, and I need a lot of advice.
First, I will start with my external problems that have led me to question some aspects of my faith. One of my best friends, whom I loved and treasured for a long amount of time recently stabbed me in the back. He was trying to set me up with a romantic interest, when suddenly, he took the fair lady for himself. I was incredibly hurt, and lost. I did not know where to turn, so I went where I trusted most- Jesus. Yet, the answers I was looking for were not fun. So I fell into a deep, dark spiral and turned to the only other thing I could think of, which my friends pressured me to do. I began smoking Satan’s Spinach- Marijuana leaves. It started out small, like chewing on the leaves. But it did not do enough, and soon enough I was smoking marijuana cigarettes.
I feel incredibly guilty, and know not what to do. This is not what I want to be doing and I feel as if I have lost my spiratual connection with Jesus Christ. Corruption from Lucifer’s Lettuce has changed me as a person and I do not like it. What do I do?? Need urgent help.
First, I will start with my external problems that have led me to question some aspects of my faith. One of my best friends, whom I loved and treasured for a long amount of time recently stabbed me in the back. He was trying to set me up with a romantic interest, when suddenly, he took the fair lady for himself. I was incredibly hurt, and lost. I did not know where to turn, so I went where I trusted most- Jesus. Yet, the answers I was looking for were not fun. So I fell into a deep, dark spiral and turned to the only other thing I could think of, which my friends pressured me to do. I began smoking Satan’s Spinach- Marijuana leaves. It started out small, like chewing on the leaves. But it did not do enough, and soon enough I was smoking marijuana cigarettes.
I feel incredibly guilty, and know not what to do. This is not what I want to be doing and I feel as if I have lost my spiratual connection with Jesus Christ. Corruption from Lucifer’s Lettuce has changed me as a person and I do not like it. What do I do?? Need urgent help.