Hi all
Greetings from Australia
How are you all fairing?
I will cut to the chase, I am a Born-Again Christian who loves Christ however just like a lot of men (and women) I struggle with habitual sins of inappropriate content & masturbation. For the past 2 weeks I was able to control my urges but just last night I fell back into it again and gave into my flesh. I always think that I am running out of chances with God and thinking He must be so sick of me doing this but the issue is I want to quit but my main problem is that I don't know how to quit. I keep telling myself I wont do it again and boom boom I do it again!
With repentence I normally repent straight away about other sins however I have refrained from repenting to God (at the moment) about this recent inappropriate content and masturbation misadventure until I am fully ready and in the right channel, I don't know if I am doing anything wrong (maybe someone on this site can help me out) but I don't want to repent of this sin to God just for the sake of repenting if you all know what I mean, when I repent I want it to be a genuine repentance to God from the bottom of my heart and I want to sincerely mean it but at the moment I have so much guilt and remorse for what I have done I don't want God to think of me as a fake repentant sinner.
Not sure if anyone elese does this also (refrains from repenting straight away until they are ready) would really love some advice with this.
Thank you in advance and God bless you all abundantly xxxx
Greetings from Australia
How are you all fairing?
I will cut to the chase, I am a Born-Again Christian who loves Christ however just like a lot of men (and women) I struggle with habitual sins of inappropriate content & masturbation. For the past 2 weeks I was able to control my urges but just last night I fell back into it again and gave into my flesh. I always think that I am running out of chances with God and thinking He must be so sick of me doing this but the issue is I want to quit but my main problem is that I don't know how to quit. I keep telling myself I wont do it again and boom boom I do it again!
With repentence I normally repent straight away about other sins however I have refrained from repenting to God (at the moment) about this recent inappropriate content and masturbation misadventure until I am fully ready and in the right channel, I don't know if I am doing anything wrong (maybe someone on this site can help me out) but I don't want to repent of this sin to God just for the sake of repenting if you all know what I mean, when I repent I want it to be a genuine repentance to God from the bottom of my heart and I want to sincerely mean it but at the moment I have so much guilt and remorse for what I have done I don't want God to think of me as a fake repentant sinner.
Not sure if anyone elese does this also (refrains from repenting straight away until they are ready) would really love some advice with this.
Thank you in advance and God bless you all abundantly xxxx