I don't quite know how to put it but I'm on the road to recovery in these two areas. In the past I've experienced a lot of deception about the direction my life was supposed to go and to make a long story short my spiritual life took a downward spiral. Now I'm recovering and at the moment there is nothing more that I'd like to do than drop everything and spend the next few days praying and meditating in the Word without any kind of distraction. Unfortunately that won't be so seeing that I'm still obligated to meet deadlines and such for assignments. I'm including God in these as well but I just feel the need to spend a lot of time getting built back up, so I could use as much prayer support. Thanks.