- Dec 2, 2005
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It has been super hard lately just to not google anything that comes to my mind. I deal with anxiety quite a bit and lately it has been all end times stuff. And things are crazy accumulating and it is very hard to trust God. Of course I say I do. And Jesus Christ is my entire life. But I feel like I don't really trust Him with all this anxiety sometimes. It is very hard sometimes to think. I've gotten so much better after becoming a mother. It has changed my life. But I am so afraid of the world she is going to grow up into. It just makes me sad to think I really can't protect her how I want to. Then I found d out my sister had a biopsy today and she lives down south. We were thinking of moving to Texas. I am a bit scared to move back down. Think I just needed to write these fears out somewhere. I feel like they go somewhere when I share here. I know only God can give me that precious peace, but this does help me pray too. Pray for me too for strength. Because it is hard to be strong now when I have a daughter watching me. My husband is wonderful, but he works thirds. And I don't always like waking my friends for anxiety moments. I get them a lot more lately. Talking to the doctor about getting my medicine raised a little bit. Anxiety is very draining at times.