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Why do I have such a fascination with race, history, and culture? Is it normal? I hate having this. It is as if I have become an expert. How do I overcome this? I believe that the obsession comes from doing research from my family tree. My great grandmother was a white woman, and her child, the youngest was half-black, half-white. He then married my great grandmother, who was light and had black, European, and Native ancestry. Her family descended from free people.
Unless a person was a slave, there was more information on therm that could be added to the census. I know this because of all of my research, I became obsessed. How do I begin to overcome this? I want to add more posts and create more videos on something else than race, racism, culture, and the sinfulness of racism. Is being a person who has this obsession committing the sin of being racist? I would like to think that I am not a racist, but I am not so sure. This is getting on my nerves. Where should I begin? I would like to stop but I don't know how. I have had thoughts off and on since I was 14.
Here is my evidence:
Gail Gerald's Musings: The issue of racism
Homework Assignment: Obsessive thoughts about race and racism 2
Homework Assignment: Christian Walk and the Narrow Road
Homework Assignment: Obsessive thoughts about race and racism
Homework Assignment: My obsession with the topic of race (from a forum post)
Homework Assignment: Obsessions, compulsions, and what I fear most
Unless a person was a slave, there was more information on therm that could be added to the census. I know this because of all of my research, I became obsessed. How do I begin to overcome this? I want to add more posts and create more videos on something else than race, racism, culture, and the sinfulness of racism. Is being a person who has this obsession committing the sin of being racist? I would like to think that I am not a racist, but I am not so sure. This is getting on my nerves. Where should I begin? I would like to stop but I don't know how. I have had thoughts off and on since I was 14.
Here is my evidence:
Gail Gerald's Musings: The issue of racism
Homework Assignment: Obsessive thoughts about race and racism 2
Homework Assignment: Christian Walk and the Narrow Road
Homework Assignment: Obsessive thoughts about race and racism
Homework Assignment: My obsession with the topic of race (from a forum post)
Homework Assignment: Obsessions, compulsions, and what I fear most