Has anyone experienced feelings that after suffering years of really bad ocd (in my case intrusive thoughts, fear of unpardonable sin, making vows etc and constant fear of sinning, confessing.....) that you can´t deal with anything faith related anymore? I am so traumatized by years of torment that fear seems to be main thing that associates with my faith at the moment. If i try to think about God or Jesus or try to pray or listen sermons I get shaky and anxious or feel numb and depressed, like my mind tries to block any feeling. I am so tired of trying and some days even angry that God greated me, like I am trapped. So has anyone been in the situation where your faith is also source of ocd and is there any way to change that? Any success stories? And yes, i am on anxiety meds.