When I had questions that I posed to the lord about the narrow road even seeming getting more and more difficult to stay on or perform due to the truths that he was showing me, that I felt like it was impossible, he told me that it was only difficult or seemingly impossible because I thought and believed it was difficult or impossible, I had a simple message about truth that he gave to me about a thing, but I complained to him that I did not feel (or believed, he told me) that I could practice what I had preached...
He said to me, that I said to him that I thought it was simple, so it should be easy, right? He said to me... I answered him and said "yes, Lord, it is a simple message, but difficult for us/me to do..." He answered me and said "It is as you believe it is, or it is as you deem it to be" and said that it was a "lack of faith" in both him and myself, and denying him and his power in me, to work through me according to what I believed that made it so..."
I asked him if he was trying to show me how we are made like him especially through the power that is his and can be ours, our power to "create" out of nothing, to "make" even the impossible happen and become so, if we would only believe it was possible, to happen, through our belief? And he said "Yes!, Yes!, Yes!, now your catching on..."
I replied "impossible!" He said "It is only that way cause you "think" it that way..." Then He said to me, "As man thinketh, so he is, or can, or will become..." I asked "How?, Show me!" He said "In due time..." Then he said, for now, be paitent, learn paitience, and stay with me, and think about these things, talk to me about it as you dwell and think on these things and I will show you in due time...
God Bless!
He just told me, to tell you, and my own self, "I have ALL, ALL THINGS in my hand, anything, ANYTHING AT ALL, anyone would and could ever wish for or want, and I wish to give them to someone, or multiple someones, if only you would "believe"..."
God Bless!
I had a question for him about this, I asked him if there were any conditions? He said simply "His will" was the only condition...
God Bless!
I had more questions for him, when he said to me:
"You cannot speak or even think or say to yourself a thing over and over again, trying to convince yourself... Then you would rely on your own self and not in me... But, "Believe" in me and what I say and have said... "Believe" and you shall receive...
I said to him, "Lord, I still have questions, I still doubt..." He said to me, "Lack of faith..." Then he said again, "BELIEVE... "Trust" that all I have said is true... "Believe"... Know my will... and you will do well...
I didn't question him further, after that time, but, later on, I felt more questions, more "doubts" come up in my mind, and the Lord stopped me and interrupted me, before I could even form, know, or come up with the question, and said to me: "When I asked someone, if they had the faith that I could do this or that, and they said "Yes, Lord"... Did they have to rehearse or repeat or convince themselves of it? I thought about it, when he said "No, they didn't, did they?" They just simply "Believed"... And when I spoke a word to them, like "Your child lives" for example... Did they stop to question me or doubt me/it at all?" I said, "No." Then he said "No, they did not question or doubt me at all..." I was speechless... Then he said to me "You be doing the same..."
I wanted to say, "But, But, But?" But he already knew what I was going to say and said "They have plenty of "evidence" to able to believe, and you, most of all... Why do you not believe...? This is a faithless generation... I have told you how to have faith, and told you to tell them how, yet, you still do not believe... "Believe", "Believe", "Believe" in me and what I have said and you will do well... Mind what I have just said... Believe, not in yourselves alone, soley, by yourselves, but, "me" in and through you, by what I have already said...
More questions came, in the nature of, "But, what if's, this or that...?"
When he said "If you receive ANYTHING that is not from you, but was a "free gift", REMEMBER that fact ALWAYS... REMEMBER where it came from always and continually... Be sure to do this with ANY "free gift" that did not come from you... DO NOT take personal credit so as to glory and honor, in yourself with ANY "free gift" that did not come from you, but, ALWAYS give praise and honor and glory and credit to God alone, and NOT in yourself... This is the nature of the responsibility of the "care" you must remember and have with ANY free gift that came/comes from God, and NOT yourself... Or, you will "lose it"... It will be taken away from you... and you should be glad in that moment that you had it from God and yet lost it, that God took it away from you, for NOT giving glory and honor and credit to God, but forgot to, or didn't care to... For, if you did not lose it due to this, God will say to you in the judgement and afterlife, "I never knew you, depart from me... God to the place reserved for the Devil and his angels"
After this he stopped speaking, and I was afraid to question him any further about this...
God Bless!