Hello Brothers & Sisters in Christ,
Its been a while since I posted here. I continue to pray for all of you. I had a death in my family about a month ago and have been struggling with some medical issues since.
My initial prayer request here was a long one, and not to rehash, but I had been through "hell and back" with an unfaithful drug addict, thief of a husband who cost me nearly everything. I have been out of the situation for 4 months now, and my unemployment, which barely keeps me alive, ends next week. As it stands, when I left I didnt even have enough to get another apartment, so I am basically homeless, living in a spare room with family.
I've been struggling really hard, putting tons and I mean tons of resumes out there. I am getting really down about everything. I dont understand why God would have gotten me out of a situation where I could have been killed only to let me waste away with no hopes of rebuilding my life. I have thousands and thousands in debt due to my soon to be ex, and the bills keep coming, interest keeps accruing, yet I cant seem to get my foot in the door anywhere. I have been trying and trying, applying within my field, and even for things of just above minimum wage just to get SOMETHING. Some days I spend hours and hours, losing track of all of the resumes out there, and I get not so much as even an acknowledgement of it. I've shed so many tears about this. I cant begin to rebuild any of my life, get debts paid, or even get "on my feet" until I have some income, and I just dont understand why every door is closed. I have been on some interviews that seem to go well, and promises of a "call back" that never seem to happen. I almost feel cursed.
Please, please pray for me. I need nothing short of a miracle. I need a job, desperately, one that will help me get back on my feet, get back into the "world of the living" and help me move forward to getting my own place again. I have been left with virtually nothing due to a faithless thief of a husband. Please pray for a door to open to a job, I seriously cant take much more of the rejection. Ive been through so much already. I just want to start living again.
Thank you for reading this. May you all be blessed.
Its been a while since I posted here. I continue to pray for all of you. I had a death in my family about a month ago and have been struggling with some medical issues since.
My initial prayer request here was a long one, and not to rehash, but I had been through "hell and back" with an unfaithful drug addict, thief of a husband who cost me nearly everything. I have been out of the situation for 4 months now, and my unemployment, which barely keeps me alive, ends next week. As it stands, when I left I didnt even have enough to get another apartment, so I am basically homeless, living in a spare room with family.
I've been struggling really hard, putting tons and I mean tons of resumes out there. I am getting really down about everything. I dont understand why God would have gotten me out of a situation where I could have been killed only to let me waste away with no hopes of rebuilding my life. I have thousands and thousands in debt due to my soon to be ex, and the bills keep coming, interest keeps accruing, yet I cant seem to get my foot in the door anywhere. I have been trying and trying, applying within my field, and even for things of just above minimum wage just to get SOMETHING. Some days I spend hours and hours, losing track of all of the resumes out there, and I get not so much as even an acknowledgement of it. I've shed so many tears about this. I cant begin to rebuild any of my life, get debts paid, or even get "on my feet" until I have some income, and I just dont understand why every door is closed. I have been on some interviews that seem to go well, and promises of a "call back" that never seem to happen. I almost feel cursed.
Please, please pray for me. I need nothing short of a miracle. I need a job, desperately, one that will help me get back on my feet, get back into the "world of the living" and help me move forward to getting my own place again. I have been left with virtually nothing due to a faithless thief of a husband. Please pray for a door to open to a job, I seriously cant take much more of the rejection. Ive been through so much already. I just want to start living again.
Thank you for reading this. May you all be blessed.