thank you all so much,
i worry so much about worldly things, things that do not really matter, worldly respect, my job, dumb things and then i think "if i really believed in christianity i would not care about any of these things, you have no faith, you are just lieing to yourself"
i am filled with so much fear and unrest, and then i hear about the peace of Christ and it almost sounds alien to me at this point