I am seeking prayer for myself. Yesterday was a really bad day. I found myself alone and I was searching the house for ways to kill myself. I was very anxious and did not know what to do. I wanted to call my therapist but was even afraid to do that. I wanted to call my husband and was scared to do that. I ended up laying in bed and kept repeating to myself that this will pass over and over again until I fell asleep. I am doing better today, but I still request prayer for the upcoming days. Deep down, it is not my desire to die and I know this to be true. I really want to get better and live victoriously in Christ. I know that this is possible and I want that for my life. Thanks so much!