- Apr 10, 2013
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Please pray for my intense depression that i have been suffering with. It can be excruciating at times and i should probably be medicated but i turned it down as i dont like the side effects. I also still ache from my unbelief. As i write this prayer request it obviously contradicts my unbelief. Aka, praying to a God i dont believe in. Who else do i have to go to, excerpt from John from Peter. I am just hurting. I want to be happy again. I feel hopelessness. My mother aches for me and i try my best to keep a front in front of her but sometimes i break down and come to her and it hurts her so bad. If i ever had a kid, i would never in my wildest dreams want the poor soul to be battling 2 evils like i am now. Even if no ones prays for me i will try to believe someone is, so that i can feel like something has my back. Thanks for reading.