The whole world is rapidly turning to Hell and the end of the world is supposed to happen. I know I am supposed to be "happy" that Jesus is returning, but I feel like I'm too young to go yet and I resent that I was born just in time to see this collapse in my lifetime (I'm nearly 30), in a few years it may get so bad that we won't have food or electricity, it scares me very much. Both the end of my life and the Hell on earth leading up to it. I think it's pretty messed up how this is all predicted in advanced in the Bible. And I thought God was too merciful and loved his people too much to allow this to happen.
I want to pray for myself because I don't know anything else I can do at this point. I don't expect some instant miracle or any fix at all but at least I am doing "something".
God loved Saint Stephen in the Bible very very much, but he went to meet his Lord as a martyr for his faith in Christ. Acts of the Apostles 7:54-60
God loved Paul very very much, but allowed him to be stoned to the point they left him for dead, thinking he was. Acts of the Apostles 14:19-28
We aren't promised a life of ease, even without dying for the faith Christ promised we would have trials and tribulations in this life. What we do have - is a restored relationship with God through it all. And that relationship is worth everything.
There was a woman who wanted Jesus to set her sons on his right and his left when He was King, and he told her she had no idea what she was asking, because of the trials and tribulations his disciples were soon to face. (Matthew 20:20-28)
As far as the "hell on earth", Jesus will return to a world that is, in large part, in love with sin, to judge those in it. The cup of sins is too much even for God to allow it to continue by that time.
But most won't realize they have reached that point - as Jesus said they will be marrying and giving in marriage. Which means the world is simply having their normal lives, unaware anything's even wrong, or about to occur.
It will only seem like "hell" to God's people who are living at that time, who see the abundance of sin and are appalled by it.
So while there will be trials and tribulations for us, it won't be something we can't bear through, as we see in Stephen's example, God showed HIM Christ on the Throne to strengthen Him. We aren't alone, God's Holy Spirit is with us, and will generously give us the strength we need to endure.
I will pray for you. Just remember, trust in God. He has already gained the victory!