Post here when you feel like cutting (2)

[graciesings]

This is crazy.

So, I'm giving a speech on self-injury for my speech class tonight. It is STRESSING ME OUT.... it is actually stressing me out enough that I want to cut.

How ironic.

I'm not going to. The speech says I haven't cut in over two months, and when I stand up in front of the class, that is GOING to be true.

 

[graciesings]

Not to mention that my speech would really worry people if they thought I was still cutting regularly lol

 

[graciesings]

I don't feel like I need to cut... it's not an overwhelming urge to self injure.

It's just that I need a feel-better. From somewhere - anywhere!

I don't want to cut again after four months free, but if it helps me feel better, or at least sleep, it might be worth it.

 

[Krissy Cakes]

Having the urge again. UGH! WHY me!?!?!

 

[Kristen.NewCreation]

It's good you're posting about the urges. Try to find some things for distraction. Check out the list at the top of the forum - Things you can do

 

[Krissy Cakes]

Got out of the hospital of few days ago (was only in there for a few day) I believe Saturday and the urge is strong again.

 

[LRose613]

I'm losing it lately. All I want to do is cut. I'm overwhelmed with stress. I feel so far from everyone. I'm so lonely lately. I just don't want to live like I have been anymore. I need friends. I need to be healthier so I can take care of my home. It feels like every time I turn around there's something new wrong with my body. Sometimes I feel like it's God punishing me for being such a bad person when I was young.

 

[MissRowy]

I let the urge get to me and I cut my wrist. Im seeing my psychologist on wednesday. All of this stuff is just coming at me right now

 

[LoyalToGod]

I think I might actually do it for the first time. I'm really mad at God and having a difficult time right now...

 

[Yusuphhai]

I feel low, suffering affliction in my soul. hope feel better.

wish you all a blessed day!

 

[All Moving Parts]

I feel so overwhelmed .. and that everyone hates me, and wants me to leave.... :-(
:-(

Remember that God is close to those who are crushed in spirit... Read Psalm 34:18.

 

[natsu]

i not sure how to do this or say it i been low now for a few days i have been cutting my self i find it hard to tell anyone and i keep things to my self and hide what i done from family i tryed a lot of things like music to blocked it out and tryed putting it on paper the proos and cons of living or dying and it seems dying as my pros i know coming hre for help seems like i looking for someone to feel sorry for me etc but thats not true i think i come here in a way to talk and get help because keeping this to my self is starting to eat me in side a lot may say go tell your mam but it not easy to go and say that kinda thing anyways i hope getting this out there will help me in someway gbu all

 

[DoubtfulSalvation]

Having the urge <staff edit>

 

[MissRowy]

I had the urge earlier but I just had a shower and it made me feel better. Been stressed over the last two days

 

[Zoii]

I had the urge earlier but I just had a shower and it made me feel better. Been stressed over the last two days

Do you feel like your head just gets so full - kind of like this massive pressure. Hope your OK

 

[MissRowy]

Thank you. Yes i am feeling better. Had a good cry last night as well and talked to someone and I feel so much better.

 

[Zoii]

Thank you. Yes i am feeling better. Had a good cry last night as well and talked to someone and I feel so much better.

I keep a journal and write in it and do pictures around it. Have you thought of doing something like that?

 

[Mayflower1]

Staying with a friend second night. Really horrible self injury urges. Been quite a few years since a hard relapse but I really feel like if I did go home I would fall hard. Trying to get my intelligent mind back but I feel shut down.

 

[alsughasoughaiuyfygh]

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[FoundInGrace]

Maybe He did and the devil is telling you lies