- Apr 7, 2020
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- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Married
My husband and I have been together for 7 years married one. I have found my husband watching inappropriate content since the beginning of our relationship. In the beginning I didnt know how to act about it so I would ignore it. But then our sexual life would be dry for literally months. I got curious as to why and then begin to find that it was because he was watching inappropriate content. This hurt. He told me he wasnt having sex with me because he was lazy and it was easier that way. That hurt bad. I told him I didnt want him watching it. He at first said he will try to me finding him again to saying I wont for about 3 times more which has cause a lot of anxiety about him doing it all the time. I've lost trust. If hes a lone I'm the room, while I'm at work, goes to the bathroom, I'm continuosly thinking he is, which at this point he probably is,and now I'm numb. I'm beginning to think of how easy it will be if we just divorce and leave each other to our own desires. I give up. I am a raised Hispanic wife who gives everything to this man. Dinner made, house clean, laundry done lunches made everyday and now im just over it. I've tried to be "cool" and ask have you watched it? Just be honest blah blah and being told no to finding him over and over again. That lie is a slap in the face. I'm done. Am I wrong?