Nasty indeed. And I shouldn't be thinking that either. So I, like you, pray for their conversion. Maybe the fear of death will instill the fear of God in even the worst of these fellows. It's worth praying for. Some will be unreformable but some might change. And some of the good ones may become more emboldened. In any group there are about 10% really good, 10% really bad, and the middle who go along with the dominant force. So a small change can have a big effect in the larger group. I'll keep praying.
My local clergy have become emboldened. They started drive up confession very early on, and liturgies via youtube early on, and yesterday we had a BIG Eucharistic procession. Actually our second one in this era of covid-19. Everyone showed up in their cars with the windows closed. Cars filled the parking lot and were way down the street as far as I could see anyway. Two priests come out with incense and a monstrance and go amid the cars. No words, but we were together and together with God. Then we went home. It was hard to leave.
I hope you are doing OK, doing useful things, and not fretting too much. My prayers include you and your family.