- Aug 26, 2018
- 10
- 8
- 31
- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Divorced
in 2011 I dated a woman in an on and off relationship to 2014.
In 2014 during one of our breakup I had relations with her best friend. That year I proposed to her. During that time we sought marriage counseling and was told not to marry instead wait a year.
A year later in 2015 we sought counseling again and were told still not to marry. We got married anyways.
2016 she asked me for a divorce because she couldn't forgive me for what happened before the marriage. I fought it for months. She woke me up with tears one day asking for her life back and telling me she cheated.
I went to court. Signed the papers. She then told me she didnt cheat yet. but she will.
i stopped loving her in order to cope with the pain of divorce.
she eventually moved out and returned to get her things. she then stated she cheated with someone finally.
I was not hurt. My heart had already let go.
2 weeks later i slept with someone. I anguished for it. After I moved on with another woman and fell in love with that woman.
that month the ex wife texted me we both cannot move on because the marriage wasn't fully dissolved until we sat before a judge.
I anguished over it, cried and broke up with the person i was with and tried to reconcile with her out of fear that i didn't have the right to move on. My whole heart was not in it. We came together, confessed and forgave each other. It wasn't genuine in my heart. It was out of fear. We even slept together. The depression took me and i eventually admired i was in love with someone else. I was to hurt and already gone to forgive her for what happened. It eventually lead to the divorce being finalized.
I eventually moved on with the other woman. this is just the first part. There is more to my story
In 2014 during one of our breakup I had relations with her best friend. That year I proposed to her. During that time we sought marriage counseling and was told not to marry instead wait a year.
A year later in 2015 we sought counseling again and were told still not to marry. We got married anyways.
2016 she asked me for a divorce because she couldn't forgive me for what happened before the marriage. I fought it for months. She woke me up with tears one day asking for her life back and telling me she cheated.
I went to court. Signed the papers. She then told me she didnt cheat yet. but she will.
i stopped loving her in order to cope with the pain of divorce.
she eventually moved out and returned to get her things. she then stated she cheated with someone finally.
I was not hurt. My heart had already let go.
2 weeks later i slept with someone. I anguished for it. After I moved on with another woman and fell in love with that woman.
that month the ex wife texted me we both cannot move on because the marriage wasn't fully dissolved until we sat before a judge.
I anguished over it, cried and broke up with the person i was with and tried to reconcile with her out of fear that i didn't have the right to move on. My whole heart was not in it. We came together, confessed and forgave each other. It wasn't genuine in my heart. It was out of fear. We even slept together. The depression took me and i eventually admired i was in love with someone else. I was to hurt and already gone to forgive her for what happened. It eventually lead to the divorce being finalized.
I eventually moved on with the other woman. this is just the first part. There is more to my story