I really want to be a better person. I don't want to be resentful, angry, arrogant, jealous, bitter, and overly-aware of my own issues. I want to be grounded, aware of my own self and actions at all times, humble, rational in thoughts and emotions, kind and loving toward everyone, and patient enough to gently deal with any kind of misfortune that comes my way without being swept away by uncontrollable emotions. I believe deep inside at my core, I am a good person, but this person is distorted by whatever is causing me to feel and therefore behave contrarily to who I am really am (poor mental health most likely). I want to apologize to everyone I've mistreated, and apologize to God for living contrarily to how He intended, and change for the better to prevent it from ever happening again. Please pray for God to work in me, heal me, truly and deeply humble me at all times, and change me according to what would be best. Thank you!! 
