Thank you guys for praying for me
Um I don't mean to be a crybaby
But I just can't seem to find happiness again
I've been asking God to take my life
I've been taking this pill called isentress
This pill causes myopathy within 3-6 Months
Why would they give me a drug that would add to my decline. It causes bipolar and anemia I take another one that causes anemia.
I've been asking my nurses to see my doctor for months now and I STILL HAVE NOT SEEN HIM. I am tired of being n this nursing home, in this body.
I have no support from my family.
I am very lethargic and drowsy all the time. I know these pills are killing me. I have no vitality.
My heart is extremely heavy. I feel like I am not gonna make it.
I tell Him dont wake up. I ask Him why did he create me.
Also I have these uncontrollable spasms which is a side effect from isentress (hiv Med).
I slept most the day yesterday this cna couldn't even wake me up.
I ate no lunch or dinner last night. The foods in nursing homes are so unhealthy.
This lady father died here at the nursing home and I kept in touch with her (she's very nice) she said you sound down and I fold her why.
She said where would you want to be? I said in heaven. She said are you for real. I said yeah. "Sometimes I feel this way". But lately its been more often.
Um I don't mean to be a crybaby
But I just can't seem to find happiness again
I've been asking God to take my life
I've been taking this pill called isentress
This pill causes myopathy within 3-6 Months
Why would they give me a drug that would add to my decline. It causes bipolar and anemia I take another one that causes anemia.
I've been asking my nurses to see my doctor for months now and I STILL HAVE NOT SEEN HIM. I am tired of being n this nursing home, in this body.
I have no support from my family.
I am very lethargic and drowsy all the time. I know these pills are killing me. I have no vitality.
My heart is extremely heavy. I feel like I am not gonna make it.
I tell Him dont wake up. I ask Him why did he create me.
Also I have these uncontrollable spasms which is a side effect from isentress (hiv Med).
I slept most the day yesterday this cna couldn't even wake me up.
I ate no lunch or dinner last night. The foods in nursing homes are so unhealthy.
This lady father died here at the nursing home and I kept in touch with her (she's very nice) she said you sound down and I fold her why.
She said where would you want to be? I said in heaven. She said are you for real. I said yeah. "Sometimes I feel this way". But lately its been more often.