- Jan 2, 2019
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- Single
I've been talking to this girl since June, and at one point I told her I needed to focus on me for a while and can't do a relationship right now, as a recent college graduate and heeding my parents' advice (I still live with them). I asked her not to put her life on pause for me, but she said basically said "It's okay, I'll wait for you. You're worth it." Now it's coming down to the wire where she is tired of waiting and wants me to give her an answer if we can date now or not (which I don't blame her for).
I'll be honest, due to frustrations within my household, I have been demonizing my parents for a while now. I have been very uncommunicative with them, making out their points of view to be old-fashioned, snotty, and overbearing. I even told the girl recently I can't date because of them -- I had made out a monstrous image of them in my head, and now I was using it as an excuse.
I realized this after talking to the girl and her venting her frustrations about my excuse, and I felt compelled to go communicate with my parents more than I have in weeks. I spoke to my dad this morning, who was very willing to talk with me about it and was very gentle and personable in his responses. I felt tears welling up in my eyes -- how could I have come to a point where I was basically filled with such hateful thoughts and energy towards my own loving parents? I praise God for softening my heart enough to get over myself and open myself back up to those who love me and want the best for me.
My dad's answer was still not what I wanted to hear, but it was far from the image of his point of view that I had thought up. And it was comforting because I felt that I had reconnected with him and mended that relationship (I need to do the same with my mother, perhaps more than I needed to with my father). My dad brought up some of his own experiences in his youth, and he thought that this relationship would not be wise to pursue because of the distance between this girl and I (1 hour distance) would ultimately make it not work. I asked him if he would be upset with me if I did so choose to date her, and he said "Well, I think it would be unwise."
I value the opinion of my parents greatly. While I still need to talk to my mother about this (she has her own problems with the relationship), the thought of choosing to do something that my father alone thinks is unwise absolutely kills me. But I also want very much to give this girl a chance -- I actually thought the distance between us was the least of our problems.
This is a difficult decision. I will definitely be in prayer about it, but may I ask you all's advice? Thanks.
TL;DR: Praise God for softening my heart, and I'm seeking advice for this situation where my parents are advising me to get out of relationship. I want to give the relationship a shot, but I also value my parents' opinions greatly. What shall I do?
I'll be honest, due to frustrations within my household, I have been demonizing my parents for a while now. I have been very uncommunicative with them, making out their points of view to be old-fashioned, snotty, and overbearing. I even told the girl recently I can't date because of them -- I had made out a monstrous image of them in my head, and now I was using it as an excuse.
I realized this after talking to the girl and her venting her frustrations about my excuse, and I felt compelled to go communicate with my parents more than I have in weeks. I spoke to my dad this morning, who was very willing to talk with me about it and was very gentle and personable in his responses. I felt tears welling up in my eyes -- how could I have come to a point where I was basically filled with such hateful thoughts and energy towards my own loving parents? I praise God for softening my heart enough to get over myself and open myself back up to those who love me and want the best for me.
My dad's answer was still not what I wanted to hear, but it was far from the image of his point of view that I had thought up. And it was comforting because I felt that I had reconnected with him and mended that relationship (I need to do the same with my mother, perhaps more than I needed to with my father). My dad brought up some of his own experiences in his youth, and he thought that this relationship would not be wise to pursue because of the distance between this girl and I (1 hour distance) would ultimately make it not work. I asked him if he would be upset with me if I did so choose to date her, and he said "Well, I think it would be unwise."
I value the opinion of my parents greatly. While I still need to talk to my mother about this (she has her own problems with the relationship), the thought of choosing to do something that my father alone thinks is unwise absolutely kills me. But I also want very much to give this girl a chance -- I actually thought the distance between us was the least of our problems.
This is a difficult decision. I will definitely be in prayer about it, but may I ask you all's advice? Thanks.
TL;DR: Praise God for softening my heart, and I'm seeking advice for this situation where my parents are advising me to get out of relationship. I want to give the relationship a shot, but I also value my parents' opinions greatly. What shall I do?