For me personally as I've said there's nothing logical behind having belief, which is why I say it's not particularly comforting. It would be much nicer to have God appear like Alanis Morrissette, scream like a banshee and prove his existence. Then we could do away with all the speculation, and say.. look I know God exists, I saw her just the other day in a sparkly little silver number having a fit by the Catholic church on the other side of town.
This makes a lot of sense. You have a bible where Moses is parting the water, there is a talking, walking serpent, a talking donkey, Jesus walking on water...
And then? Why aren't there enough cool miracles that aren't seeing Jesus in a tortilla, or a Maria shaped potato? It seems like we are grasping at straws.
There is Speaking in Tongues, and one it happens, and it always there, you simply can't explain it. I don't do it only when I am in an emotional tizzy. I can do it anywhere, any time. It is like a faucet. I can only not control or form what comes out.
That said, from the observers POV, there is no way to prove that I'm not just making it up. That is why trying to prove it is rather pointless. I suppose one can try to be prayed over for it for themselves, but once you allow your tongue to be controlled by God, it is like allowing God the small rudder of a boat that steers it. You are giving him control.
I have also seen a friend's ear that was partially deaf be healed, and a friend saw another friend's leg heal - grow an inch or so, because it was shorter, and gave her back pain. After receiving tongues, such things seemed matter a fact, rather than a wonder. It was just a given.
However, then there are a lot of the weird other extremes - the "barking" for God, the "Slain in the Spirit", the crazy running around pandemonium that I really question if it is of God, or for God, or simply what people what - an exciting show, something overtaking them, trying hard to prove God's existence.
I also have heard people "prophesizing," which means that God was speaking directly through the person. I've never had that happen, so it's harder to understand. The person speaks, and I remember one girl beginning to weep as she said, "And I gave my only son for you!"
Again, I don't know. Is it possible for God to do such things? Nothing is impossible, I think. However, one must also be careful about discerning things. One should not treat the communion and worship time of God as a show, as a spectator sport where you are to be entertained, to be proven of God's greatness, to demand a miracle or two.
A guy with Delusions of Grandeur used to ask me about signs from God, how God speaks. I asked, and he said, "I think God is always talking to me. For example, I see the clock, 1:33, 33 was my high school football number. I see a license plate number GJL 145, it means, God Jesus Love, my sister is 14, and my niece if 5. Is it real?"
I said, "How would I know that? How can I say how God communicates to another. For me, it is my thoughts, because they don't feel like my thoughts, but something greater, something more evolved, something that weighs on me when I do wrong, warns me when I am tempted, and is constantly reaffirming love when I am often so down on myself. We absorb far to much negativity each day, and it kind of cleanses my soul. However, sometimes I will have a specific problem. For example, I will have be emotionally hurt by a really cruel thing someone said. I will then mention it to my friend, who will say, "We are around ourselves 24/7, experience our thoughts, know our hearts, our dreams and hopes, our fears, and our weaknesses, yet we often feel like we barely really know ourselves, looking far to often at the exterior, the shell, which is not us. So, when someone puts you down, how much less do they know your soul and spirit? So if they try to judge you, to read you, they don't have enough to really base it on, and are usually wrong."
Is God sending you a message of God Jesus Love? Well, it''s not much of a message, but it returns your thoughts to God. Is God sending you a message when you see 1:33, and 33 is your jersey? I don't know. That is something you feel, and that is your relationship to God. However, when it is real or imagined, your thoughts return to God with each waking moment, with each letter and number, and if you are spending all day thinking about God, listening to God, surely, in some way, he is speaking.
If you can't make sense of it, then just let it go. If it simply makes you smile, then what harm is there? If it sounds like something that is not of God, pay it no mind. If it is a clear message, like, "Go buy beanieboy a Coke', then obey it. No, really, if it is a voice, a clear message, you have to weigh it, to discern it, and figure out if or why God would say such a thing.
I often feel happy for the guy, because so many people, while believing in God, have let him go. They may never think of God, especially away from nature, where God seems to pulse. They may think God is never felt, never answers, never speaks, except in verses, and complex sentence structure, usually Olde English. The often think that God is a part, not apart, of them, sometimes think of him as the President who can only see you in dire need, and that you appeal to the Saints the rest of the time. It's kind of the "God is dead" idea - that the whole idea of a noble God, a loving and forgiving and healing God, a love energy that makes anything possible, including healing the sick, then we have even more of a disadvantage than the MI guy. We instead hold up a silent, cold, sometimes angry, mysterious, intimidating God, and as long as he isn't made to real, people are comfortable to stay in almost an sleeping state, going to church, coming home, and never once questioning, never once seeing if the Spirit of God would grant them tongues or healing. We won't even pray for God to heal a headache, because we have aspirin. So, one leads a religious, but unspiritual, life, as if trying to please a master that looks down on them, one whose wrath we try to avoid, and hope we get something at the end of this, a spiritual paycheck. Such a view of God, in my opinion, is not only sad, but a blasphemy of the true nature of God, and of us.