Hello,I want to believe. I think I do believe. I was in denial for so many years after feeling lost that it’s tough to admit what I really feel. I started to put up walls and push people away and, as a result, I ended up pushing God away too.
One thing I’m having a hard time getting over is the language.
Acts 2:5 “Now they were staying in Jerusalem God-fearing Jews from every nation under heaven”
- I read this and I’m resistant to the idea of a God that I should fear, but I realized this is addressed later in the chapter.
- When quoting Joel, Peter says Acts 2:20 “great and glorious day of the Lord” but looking back to Joel 31, he said “great and dreadful day of the Lord”.
- At first this annoyed me. How can Peter just change what Joel said to sound more appealing? Obviously a glorious day sounds more inviting than a dreadful one.
I think Acts 2:40 is simply that he spoke more to them than is recorded.
- But at the same time, this is only Luke’s summary of what Peter said, as indicative by Acts 2:40 when he says “with many more words…”
- Yet again, I came to an understanding of why Peter may have changed the language.
I completely agree than repentance refers to changing our thinking, which leads to a change of behavior. Repentance can refer to changing from incorrect concepts of God, but it also often used in regard to repenting from our sins. Having sorrow that we did something wrong doesn't do any good unless it leads us to change our behavior. It's about coming into agreement that we should not have taken that action in the first place.Acts 2:38 “Repent and be baptized, every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit”
- I looked up the definition of the word repent and I have come to the understanding that it about more than simply feeling sorrow or remorse as the dictionary explains it.
- To repent is to change one’s mind, which leads to a change of behavior.
- I forgot to write down the source but I found the following online. “…from an old way of thinking in which God is denied, ignored, resented, or viewed as harsh… to a new life based on loyalty to and faith in the Creator who wants to save us rather than punish us”
- This relates to my earlier resistance with the language of “God-fearing” and the change from Joel saying “dreadful day of the Lord” to Peter saying “glorious day of the Lord”.
Regarding baptism, this chapter in Acts does not discuss a ritual or ceremony involved in the baptism of the approximately 3000 new members on the day of Pentecost. Peter says “repent and be baptized” – Is penitence all this is required? Would someone baptized in the Christian church as a child (not understanding) need to go through the ceremony again in order to receive the Holy Spirit? Now that I’m at an age of reasonable understanding, is repentance and acceptance enough?
Another thing I struggle with is the idea that I need saving.
- I’m resistant to the idea that I am in need of saving, like I’m a damsel in distress.
- Is this my ego getting in the way of acceptance?
- It’s being saved on a different level, a spiritual level. But I’m used to being independent and only having myself to rely on.
- It’s difficult to accept the idea that I need saving. I questioned myself; do I need saving? I don’t feel like I do. I’ve found contentment.
- What is the Bible saying that we are being saved from?
- James 2:8 “If you really keep the royal law found in Scripture, ‘Love your neighbor as yourself’ you are doing right" (10) “For whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles at just one point is guilty of breaking all of it”
- Romans 3:12 “…there is no one who does good, not even one” (23) “for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God” (24) “And all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus”
- Romans 6:18 “You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness” (19) “…Just as you used to offer yourselves as slaves to impurity and to ever-increasing wickedness, so now offer yourselves as slaves to righteousness leading to holiness” (21) “What benefit did you reap at that time from the things you are now ashamed of? Those things result in death!” (22)”But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God, the benefit you reap leads to holiness, and the result is eternal life” (23) “For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord”
- We are being saved from sin… does it go deeper than this?
- In following the Jewish law (pre-Christ), were the people still sinners unable to go to heaven after death? Is this saying that Jews are still not going to Heaven because they don’t follow Jesus?
* Interesting point: I know not Christian, but Vatican recently said to stop converting Jews. Weird they would say that when this chapter in Acts is saying the exact opposite of that.- Is being a good, loving person not good enough if you’re doing it without faith in God/Jesus?
- What are we being saved from? Alienation from/Ignorance to God? Saved from a lack of relationship with Him?
The difference lies not with Peter, but between the accepted Jewish OT texts. The Hebrew text has a word that predominately centers around fear and dread, but the Septuagint translation into Greek uses a word (epiphanes) centered on "manifest" or "illustrious". Even then, there is overlap between the two words, as the Hebrew word includes "revere", and the Greek could be read as an idiom to the effect of "great and imposing". So there's been no sleight of hand by Peter, there is legitimate room for interpretation and application, and perhaps he chose what he wanted to emphasize based on the spirit of the crowd that day.How can Peter just change what Joel said to sound more appealing?
I want to believe. I think I do believe. I was in denial for so many years after feeling lost that it’s tough to admit what I really feel. I started to put up walls and push people away and, as a result, I ended up pushing God away too.
One thing I’m having a hard time getting over is the language.
Acts 2:5 “Now they were staying in Jerusalem God-fearing Jews from every nation under heaven”
Acts 2:38 “Repent and be baptized, every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit”
- I read this and I’m resistant to the idea of a God that I should fear, but I realized this is addressed later in the chapter.
- When quoting Joel, Peter says Acts 2:20 “great and glorious day of the Lord” but looking back to Joel 31, he said “great and dreadful day of the Lord”.
- At first this annoyed me. How can Peter just change what Joel said to sound more appealing? Obviously a glorious day sounds more inviting than a dreadful one.
- But at the same time, this is only Luke’s summary of what Peter said, as indicative by Acts 2:40 when he says “with many more words…”
- Yet again, I came to an understanding of why Peter may have changed the language.
- I looked up the definition of the word repent and I have come to the understanding that it about more than simply feeling sorrow or remorse as the dictionary explains it.
- To repent is to change one’s mind, which leads to a change of behavior.
- I forgot to write down the source but I found the following online. “…from an old way of thinking in which God is denied, ignored, resented, or viewed as harsh… to a new life based on loyalty to and faith in the Creator who wants to save us rather than punish us”
- This relates to my earlier resistance with the language of “God-fearing” and the change from Joel saying “dreadful day of the Lord” to Peter saying “glorious day of the Lord”.
Regarding baptism, this chapter in Acts does not discuss a ritual or ceremony involved in the baptism of the approximately 3000 new members on the day of Pentecost. Peter says “repent and be baptized” – Is penitence all this is required? Would someone baptized in the Christian church as a child (not understanding) need to go through the ceremony again in order to receive the Holy Spirit? Now that I’m at an age of reasonable understanding, is repentance and acceptance enough?
Another thing I struggle with is the idea that I need saving.
- I’m resistant to the idea that I am in need of saving, like I’m a damsel in distress.
- Is this my ego getting in the way of acceptance?
- It’s being saved on a different level, a spiritual level. But I’m used to being independent and only having myself to rely on.
- It’s difficult to accept the idea that I need saving. I questioned myself; do I need saving? I don’t feel like I do. I’ve found contentment.
- What is the Bible saying that we are being saved from?
- James 2:8 “If you really keep the royal law found in Scripture, ‘Love your neighbor as yourself’ you are doing right" (10) “For whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles at just one point is guilty of breaking all of it”
- Romans 3:12 “…there is no one who does good, not even one” (23) “for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God” (24) “And all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus”
- Romans 6:18 “You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness” (19) “…Just as you used to offer yourselves as slaves to impurity and to ever-increasing wickedness, so now offer yourselves as slaves to righteousness leading to holiness” (21) “What benefit did you reap at that time from the things you are now ashamed of? Those things result in death!” (22)”But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God, the benefit you reap leads to holiness, and the result is eternal life” (23) “For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord”
- We are being saved from sin… does it go deeper than this?
- In following the Jewish law (pre-Christ), were the people still sinners unable to go to heaven after death? Is this saying that Jews are still not going to Heaven because they don’t follow Jesus?
* Interesting point: I know not Christian, but Vatican recently said to stop converting Jews. Weird they would say that when this chapter in Acts is saying the exact opposite of that.- Is being a good, loving person not good enough if you’re doing it without faith in God/Jesus?
- What are we being saved from? Alienation from/Ignorance to God? Saved from a lack of relationship with Him?