Okay...how do you look to God as the "husband for the husbandless"? I can see Him as someone who cares for me and provides for me...but just can't wrap my mind around seeing Him as a husband. I never worshiped my husband but he was a tangible support system.
Actually, I looked up the verse that refers to the above statement and in the NIV it calls Him defender not husband. I can totally trust Him as provider & defender because He has provided even when I didn't see how it was possible. However, I am fighting off a bout of depression from the loneliness of this battle and the overwhelming responsibilities that this life has set on my shoulders. I am in school while trying to raise two teenagers. Lately, I am now starting each days in tears because I need a break that I just can't take right now. I thought the sun and springtime would help but actually doing the outdoor things again is almost a worse reminder that it is only me. I am at 4 1/2 years now. Any practical suggestions for how to change my thinking since my situation isn't changable.
Psalm 68:5
A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows,
is God in his holy dwelling.
Actually, I looked up the verse that refers to the above statement and in the NIV it calls Him defender not husband. I can totally trust Him as provider & defender because He has provided even when I didn't see how it was possible. However, I am fighting off a bout of depression from the loneliness of this battle and the overwhelming responsibilities that this life has set on my shoulders. I am in school while trying to raise two teenagers. Lately, I am now starting each days in tears because I need a break that I just can't take right now. I thought the sun and springtime would help but actually doing the outdoor things again is almost a worse reminder that it is only me. I am at 4 1/2 years now. Any practical suggestions for how to change my thinking since my situation isn't changable.
Psalm 68:5
A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows,
is God in his holy dwelling.