- Jul 21, 2020
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- Single
Last night I don’t know what happened I was working on my animation project and suddenly something popped in my head. “I trust S name.” unintentionally. I said to myself I trust Jesus and God. Then later I felt this urge of to say Lord that name again in my head and try to see if I can ignore it. I kept repeating it thinking it is intrusive thoughts wanting attention. Then I caved in and prayed to God and Jesus begging them to forgive me. It is happening again today. I really trust Jesus and God. I don’t want to leave Jesus I want to stay with Jesus and God. I love them so much. I am so scared I love Jesus Christ so much I told Jesus and God that I thought it was intrusive thoughts or urges and I was not sure what it was. And I was sorry and asked for forgiveness. I will always worship and love and hold Jesus in my heart and soul. I don’t want to leave Jesus. I was only trying to take on my OCD I never meant to be blasphemous. I still accept Jesus Christ.