I just have a question because I’m struggling to forgive someone for really messing with my feelings but they don’t even realize they did it. Regardless if God deals with them in anyway... I guess everything happens for a reason, right?
Romans 5 reminds Believers that God commended His love toward us in that while we (the whole of Humanity) were undeserving sinners, Christ died for us.
Later, we are instructed at the end Ephesians 4, that the key to being able to forgive others is to focus on what we have been reminded of in Romans 5 - about each our own unmerited forgiveness.
In other words, forgiving ourselves and or others (at least for the Believer) is not to be based on our feelings and or on whether or not others make amends, rather, on the fact of our belief - that Christ died for sins.
What we're left with is a means whereby we can begin to choose to exercise our will over our feelings by simply focusing on the fact that we choose to focus on the fact that Christ died for their sin too.
Theirs too, is an unmerited forgiveness.
What does this kind of forgiving "feel" like?
It's sort like when we wake up in the morning, don't feel like getting up, but then, we focus on why we must get up, exercise our will over our emotions, and just get up.
Notice what our focus can be -
Ephesians 4:31 Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: 4:32 And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you.
You see that - even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you.
That can be our focus, our "forgive you because..."
Result?
Such hurts and or would be hurts not only end up just one more tribulation able to work patience, Romans 5, but an opportunity to recall our own unmerited favor, and, an opportunity to...
Philippians 2:14 Do all things without murmurings and disputings: 2:15 That ye may be blameless and harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of a crooked and perverse nation, among whom ye shine as lights in the world; 2:16 Holding forth the word of life; that I may rejoice in the day of Christ, that I have not run in vain, neither laboured in vain.
Philippians 1:28 And in nothing terrified by your adversaries: which is to them an evident token of perdition, but to you of salvation, and that of God. 1:29 For unto you it is given in the behalf of Christ, not only to believe on him, but also to suffer for his sake;
In fact, I once forgave someone their having chosen to reject my having forgiven them, lol.
Why? Because Christ died for their sins while they were undeserving sinners - whether or not they choose to believe on Him.
In short, Romans 5: 6-8 in each - our stead.