Hello futuresoldier,
I don't really know that anyone can tell you that it is ok that you do not attend church regularly. I think that would be alot like a person saying you do not pray enough, or you should fast more. I do know this in His word it saids:
-- New King James
Hebrews 10:24 And let us consider one another in order to stir up love and good works, not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as is the manner of some, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching.
So I believe it is importain that we come together, I know that when I asked Christ back into my life it was more an automatic kinda thing. I mean by that, I wanted more and church was the best place to get more to worship, to grow, to fellowship, and very importian to share. I for myself believe one of the most importian things with church is using our gifts to build one another up in Him.
But futuresoldier I can't really explain why you do not feel the need to be there, for myself the only time I felt that way is when I was not living for Him and I felt in church a huge conviction about that which made me avoid it.
God Bless ya futuresoldier
Chuck