Hello everyone!
I am quite confused by this forum, and I hope I put this in the right section, but I'm just going to lay it all out here and hopefully this works out.
I am going to start by saying I dont know what type of christian I am.
I believe in God, heaven, hell, satan, demons, deliverances, god being able to use people to speak to them, that god can speak to anyone who tries to get a relationship with him, I don't really know what else to put here but if anyone wants to ask anymore questions to help me find the term for what I am that would be lovely. It would help me be able to search more things about my beliefs.
Secondly, I'm a female, 21 years old, currently engaged.
God has told me that before I get married he wants to do some work with me because otherwise I will be and literally his words "destroyed". I believe him. He has said my fiance will become some sort of priest and our family will help others. He just really isn't there yet, expected, but he isn't even inching anywhere. I am very easy to anger, I have attitude problems, I have a lot of things that God is going to help me with. My fiance believes in everything just like I do, but I dont get why he isn't taking any steps forward. I know its hard, especially when we both suffer from depression, but Gods supposed to take that away from us the more we seek his help. I've talked to him about doing things he needs to do, but he just doesnt even if it is beneficial.
I have gone to church a good handful of times, God said I will never have my faith shaken about him again and I believe it. I just haven't taken the time to sit down and do things I was supposed to as in reading the bible and trying to strengthen the relationship with him. So here I am about to do so in a room away from my fiance, but I feel so bad being in such a negative place with him right now. We keep having arguments because he wont realize that he has deep seated issues. He admits it to some of them, but overall sees these things as stuff that he doesn't have to work on.
I just don't know what to do with or about him and I know that God will do what he can, but because of free will I don't know how God will get through to him.
Oh I guess that's another thing I should add. I believe God knows all the different paths that could occur in our lives, but doesn't know what we are going to do until we get there, aka free will.
So, yes my fiance could become a priest, but really at any time if he chose to just leave or stop believe and kept hardening his heart then it wont come to pass.
I am just such a naturally negative person and have suffered a lot that I don't know how to make him realize these things. All he cares about is me getting off his case about everything and never getting mad at him. If I changed those two things he would say I was the best fiancee in the world.
So.. I was going to get married next month, but it finally sunk in that getting my life together so that I am what God wants me to be and that helping others also get to heaven is what is most important, not some title that apparently means more than I realize if I am told by God not to get married just yet.
I've said a lot so I will stop here, I feel like there is so much more to say, but hopefully later on I will be less scatter brained. Thank you in advance for reading this and replying if you do. I greatly appreciate it <3
I am quite confused by this forum, and I hope I put this in the right section, but I'm just going to lay it all out here and hopefully this works out.
I am going to start by saying I dont know what type of christian I am.
I believe in God, heaven, hell, satan, demons, deliverances, god being able to use people to speak to them, that god can speak to anyone who tries to get a relationship with him, I don't really know what else to put here but if anyone wants to ask anymore questions to help me find the term for what I am that would be lovely. It would help me be able to search more things about my beliefs.
Secondly, I'm a female, 21 years old, currently engaged.
God has told me that before I get married he wants to do some work with me because otherwise I will be and literally his words "destroyed". I believe him. He has said my fiance will become some sort of priest and our family will help others. He just really isn't there yet, expected, but he isn't even inching anywhere. I am very easy to anger, I have attitude problems, I have a lot of things that God is going to help me with. My fiance believes in everything just like I do, but I dont get why he isn't taking any steps forward. I know its hard, especially when we both suffer from depression, but Gods supposed to take that away from us the more we seek his help. I've talked to him about doing things he needs to do, but he just doesnt even if it is beneficial.
I have gone to church a good handful of times, God said I will never have my faith shaken about him again and I believe it. I just haven't taken the time to sit down and do things I was supposed to as in reading the bible and trying to strengthen the relationship with him. So here I am about to do so in a room away from my fiance, but I feel so bad being in such a negative place with him right now. We keep having arguments because he wont realize that he has deep seated issues. He admits it to some of them, but overall sees these things as stuff that he doesn't have to work on.
I just don't know what to do with or about him and I know that God will do what he can, but because of free will I don't know how God will get through to him.
Oh I guess that's another thing I should add. I believe God knows all the different paths that could occur in our lives, but doesn't know what we are going to do until we get there, aka free will.
So, yes my fiance could become a priest, but really at any time if he chose to just leave or stop believe and kept hardening his heart then it wont come to pass.
I am just such a naturally negative person and have suffered a lot that I don't know how to make him realize these things. All he cares about is me getting off his case about everything and never getting mad at him. If I changed those two things he would say I was the best fiancee in the world.
So.. I was going to get married next month, but it finally sunk in that getting my life together so that I am what God wants me to be and that helping others also get to heaven is what is most important, not some title that apparently means more than I realize if I am told by God not to get married just yet.
I've said a lot so I will stop here, I feel like there is so much more to say, but hopefully later on I will be less scatter brained. Thank you in advance for reading this and replying if you do. I greatly appreciate it <3