A big part of the problem is God's sovereignty. My wife cannot seem to understand why such evil is allowed. I tell her that man begets evil, sin begets sin, but she thinks many such criminals must be soulless and this has led her to doubt the actual sovereignty of God.
She is very intelligent, so I think she understands the implications of various solutions of the problem of evil, but it seems as if this is a more visceral doubt. It is more gut than head. If I try and discuss it, I am met by the fact that I am "so negative" and worsening her depression. She sees man as evil, but does not want me to completely affirm this. I don't know, I am a bit lost where to head here.
The point of this broken world was not to give mankind a nice life, but to allow him the ability to choose for himself how he would live this life, and learn from his mistakes. No guarantees were made to mankind except of difficulty in this life because our first parent's freewill choice was to do things their own way.
Nothing has changed in mankind since Adam was booted out of the Garden. Only as G-d increasingly interacted with mankind have we been able to slowly develop into a society that attempts to be civilized, and only by following his way of doing things. When we don't, people get hurt.
Freewill is automatically dangerous because every action, every choice affects someone else, and the closer we live to one another, the more it affects us. G-d's sovereignty is not in question.
G-d could stop everything now by sending Yeshua, but chooses not to. He is waiting for the very last soul he knows can be saved before he has to terminate the majority of the population, and move into the Kingdom phase of his plans for this race. A lot of people are going to suffer for that. For all of his love for us, he has been very clear in the past that this life is transient, and brief, subject to much trouble.
G-d's design has been to allow all this choice to enable us...to see if we will choose to follow his ways of thinking and doing things. Those that do not choose to follow him are chaff, inconsequential on the eternal scale. Their hurts and the hurts they cause others are simply a part of G-d's winnowing process, just as their joys and the joys they cause others is simply a part of the winnowing process.
While the winnowing process G-d created, and that Adam complicated, is horrible and painful, G-d actually suffers all of it with us, and came to this planet as Yeshua to save us from it being a total loss to us, and to G-d. And it is necessary to go through this process, because G-d doesn't want automatons for family members. Everyone that is born has a set of genes, and a set of circumstances, and only those that survive the setup spiritually are moving onward in G-d's economy.
Yet in his sovereignty G-d still chooses to intercede on a regular basis. With the amount of chaos on this planet, if there were not innumerable invisible hands protecting us all from most of what goes on, no one would make it to adulthood, and in the past, many often have not. But we are entering the final period where all the protections will be lifted except for those that G-d chooses to protect, and most people are left pretty much on their own. It is not going to be pretty, and certainly not safe for anyone.
We have to be firm in our beliefs...on what we will do under what circumstances, because civil unrest and war and disease and famine are going to erratically and wildly increase everywhere. Any assumption that civilized behavior is going to stand up to what is coming is unwarranted. We really are going into a chaotic mess, and no one is able to be completely safe except spiritually.
Physically, people are going to be under attack emotionally and psychologically in ways that will far exceed the day to day problems of survival, and the warnings in the Scriptures are primarily about people failing due to fear. The people who do not accept this will take the Mark, and receive a short space of peace on this planet in exchange for no future life...no living beyond this body, and facing only a brief resurrection, and a sentence of the second death. The Lake of Fire is for the Devil and his Angels, and even death is eventually thrown into it.
All of us have to choose with every action to rely upon what we know in Yeshua, and from the scriptures, and from our history, that this life is temporary, and might be forfeited, but that another one awaits us if we die because we choose G-d and G-d's ways.
Yet it is never the dying that troubles us...just how we die, and how we have to live until that point. Only a remnant is going to survive to see Yeshua come in mortal form, and it's going to be difficult, and terrifying to see all that will come on the earth as the next years pass.
Watching all of it on purpose is self-torture, because it will happen whether we watch or not, and this time is only unusual for being able to watch all of this trial by day-to-day combat happen in some places while it happens not at all in others...for a time. We cannot stop what is happening, but there will be periods of calm, and even times of joy, but only if you rest in the knowledge that Abba will enable us to get through whatever lies in front of us...even the fear, and the pain, and the losses...even death.
You wife will have to choose, as all of us do, to trust G-d, and stop focusing on what cannot be helped. Prepare for trouble just as if for war, and learn to defend yourself…it will be necessary. Spend time enjoying the good times that are left as they occur, but do not close your eyes to the truth that I see, because it’s not just on the TV your wife is watching, or the events she is following, but in prophecy.