We need how God has us succeed against Satanic stuff. God is the One who makes us strong against evil stuff messing in our minds and feelings and emotions. And God is almighty against dominating and dictatorial drives for pleasures.
But His love changes us to care about others as ourselves. We do not become free to do what we want. But we need to submit to God . . . all the time.
is the imagination bad then and the music
a whole new life in my head where i imagine being a popular streamer and im mariied and all this stuff
Well, it can be vain and unhumble to want to be popular. And competing for fame and recognition can be a way of trying to be better than someone else. So, I would say this can be not loving others as ourselves.
And marriage can be a way of isolating someone we want to use for what we want . . . while it is likely the other person is trying to use us, at the same time.
So, it can be a sin to want these things. But we can be pleasing to God Himself, not merely to selfish humans who might make an idol out of us. We can be enjoying God, Himself, and enjoying discovering how to love as His family. So, if your imagination is not helping you to this, then it is not helping you to God and finding out how to love.
And why do you escape into imagination? This can mean you are not satisfied. But God makes us content with all He pleases to share with us, and it is written >
"be content with such things as you have," (in Hebrew 13:5)
So, if you are not content . . . we need how God changes us so we are with Him and content in His love, and loving as His family . . . not on our lonesome.
My perception about music is a lot of people depend on music to make them feel good. This can be not depending on God. It can be depending on pleasure. Yes, music is used in ministering, but if music ministers grace, grace will change us so we can be strong and content, with and without the music. Because we are first depending on God. And His ministry has us loving any and all people, not only being concerned about our own selves.