I've read or listened to the bible over 200 times maybe over 300, I don't know I've lost count.
I'm still on disability and study the bible every day, I have everything I want and need, and am completely content, I started studying the bible when I was 21, and now am 60, but years of psychiatric meds have taken a toll on my body, I would pray for it to go away, but I'm busy praying for other things more important to me. Without studying the bible I would probably never have recovered from alcohol, and would probably still be smoking if alive, playing hymns on harmonica has gotten rid of my emphysema, I play harmonica on facebook, I only play hymns, I also have a link on the music section here, posted in lets jam, that takes you to my harmonica playing, but I'm mostly just saying this for anyone struggling with anything, the answer is always in the bible, I don't think you can't find an answer to any problem to anything that can't be answered by the bible.
I'm still on disability and study the bible every day, I have everything I want and need, and am completely content, I started studying the bible when I was 21, and now am 60, but years of psychiatric meds have taken a toll on my body, I would pray for it to go away, but I'm busy praying for other things more important to me. Without studying the bible I would probably never have recovered from alcohol, and would probably still be smoking if alive, playing hymns on harmonica has gotten rid of my emphysema, I play harmonica on facebook, I only play hymns, I also have a link on the music section here, posted in lets jam, that takes you to my harmonica playing, but I'm mostly just saying this for anyone struggling with anything, the answer is always in the bible, I don't think you can't find an answer to any problem to anything that can't be answered by the bible.