Hi I'm 41yo from Australia. I grew up in a catholic family but turned away from God becoming an atheist for about 10 years. In that time I lived a life of sin. I changed my position to agnostic and started my journey back to God, that's my similarity to the prodigal son.
As the years went by my faith in god slowly increased. I noticed a hostile attitude towards religion from theoretical science and the secular society in which we live. About a year ago I went to confession for the first time in over 20 years and began reading the bible. I started to get a bit confused in the book of Leviticus so I skipped to the new testament. I still remembered the miracles that Jesus performed but soon realized that it's not really about that, it's about the things Jesus said. I was taken away by his teachings and by Paul's though I still have much more to understand. I have faith in God but a small part of me wonders if Jesus is really the son of God. It's the same doubt that Thomas had and I want to overcome it.
I'm an addict, a slave to drugs and inappropriate contentography and so I began my road to recovery. Romans 7:14-24 describes my addiction perfectly. With a counselor and NA meetings i was doing well and making progress until I was made to serve a prison sentence. Satan tempts people when they are weak and he has a strong presence in jail. He tempted me through in mates, guards, drugs and smokes but most of all he tempted me with the most evil thoughts of revenge I've ever had.
But within the shock, trauma and stress of the prison walls God has a huge presence and helped me stay strong and not fall into temptation. I never felt closer to God. Upon my release I found that the worries of this world got between us. I harbor much resentment towards society and the justice system. I hold no resentments towards my friends and family but I don't know how to forgive a corrupt justice system that has it's values controlled by money.
So now I'm fighting a spiritual war, building my armour of God to better stand against the temptations of Satan. I'm looking to join a church and go to mass every week, join a bible study group and find a pastor to talk to for some religious counseling so that I can grow closer to God.
Sorry for making the intro so long. God Bless
As the years went by my faith in god slowly increased. I noticed a hostile attitude towards religion from theoretical science and the secular society in which we live. About a year ago I went to confession for the first time in over 20 years and began reading the bible. I started to get a bit confused in the book of Leviticus so I skipped to the new testament. I still remembered the miracles that Jesus performed but soon realized that it's not really about that, it's about the things Jesus said. I was taken away by his teachings and by Paul's though I still have much more to understand. I have faith in God but a small part of me wonders if Jesus is really the son of God. It's the same doubt that Thomas had and I want to overcome it.
I'm an addict, a slave to drugs and inappropriate contentography and so I began my road to recovery. Romans 7:14-24 describes my addiction perfectly. With a counselor and NA meetings i was doing well and making progress until I was made to serve a prison sentence. Satan tempts people when they are weak and he has a strong presence in jail. He tempted me through in mates, guards, drugs and smokes but most of all he tempted me with the most evil thoughts of revenge I've ever had.
But within the shock, trauma and stress of the prison walls God has a huge presence and helped me stay strong and not fall into temptation. I never felt closer to God. Upon my release I found that the worries of this world got between us. I harbor much resentment towards society and the justice system. I hold no resentments towards my friends and family but I don't know how to forgive a corrupt justice system that has it's values controlled by money.
So now I'm fighting a spiritual war, building my armour of God to better stand against the temptations of Satan. I'm looking to join a church and go to mass every week, join a bible study group and find a pastor to talk to for some religious counseling so that I can grow closer to God.
Sorry for making the intro so long. God Bless