Trigger Warning my fault unclean

[Lily76_]

i cant cope with what am in denial with ...i feel i need to go to confession confess my sins for letting him ...my fault ...he was a priest dead now ... i need help i cant get over this i know it was so long ago but it still hurts me so much my husband has tried to be supportive but he thinks me going to the catholic church is making me unwell i WANT TO HIDE FROM THIS
my fault ...am unclean ....

 

[MJ Bond]

I'm not entirely sure what's going on in this situation, but here's my insight. Take some time to think it over. Do you really feel that God waits on you to confess your sins to another human being? Do you think He won't offer mercy and forgiveness to you until you tell someone else what has happened? Give it some time and reflect on it. Your repentance in your heart and desire to change behavior is all you need.

 

[Solomons Porch]

 

[Solomons Porch]

i cant cope with what am in denial with ...i feel i need to go to confession confess my sins for letting him ...my fault ...he was a priest dead now ... i need help i cant get over this i know it was so long ago but it still hurts me so much my husband has tried to be supportive but he thinks me going to the catholic church is making me unwell i WANT TO HIDE FROM THIS
my fault ...am unclean ....

Im here. Lets talk, ok? It is ok for you to talk on CF with us.

 

[chevyontheriver]

i cant cope with what am in denial with ...i feel i need to go to confession confess my sins for letting him ...my fault ...he was a priest dead now ... i need help i cant get over this i know it was so long ago but it still hurts me so much my husband has tried to be supportive but he thinks me going to the catholic church is making me unwell i WANT TO HIDE FROM THIS
my fault ...am unclean ....

Do you know that confessed sin is GONE? God blows it away. Forgets it. Whatever it is you are alluding to, one good confession in the past and you are released from the guilt of it. Make your reparations gently and then start offering it up for others.

 

[Jaxxi]

You are being so hard on yourself. I think something happened to you that wasn't your fault and you blame yourself for it and maybe it has manifested into this scary thing that's lying to you. It needs to be silenced. No one should feel the way you feel from day to day. Please message me private on here. I want to share something with you, and give you some info if it's ok....

 

[jameseb]

As another has said, I'm not sure what is going on in your life, but I and others will join you in prayers. Peace be with you, Lily.

 

[Johnnz]

Persistent thoughts like those you are experiencing can have their roots in the inner depths of a person. They can override our conscious thought processes and beliefs, like some constantly repeating inner recording with no off switch.

Discussion and specific prayer with a suitably experienced person can help in such cases

John
NZ

 

[Bluerose31]

It will be okay Lily. Just take it one day at a time. God will be with you. Love and hugs.
-Blue